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刚不是跟你们说了我从台北度假回来，

就是因为刚从那回来所以这篇要用华语啊！！！

回来后，我就病。。。

正确的说法应该是我在抵达台北市的第二天就已经不舒服了。

病因嘛。。。因该是自己给自己的压力太大吧。。。

为了要大家玩的愉快，又玩得彻底

我时时刻刻都在想我们有没有落掉什麽地方，

有没有更好的路线可走，可玩，

可以更好的运用我们的时间。

就因为两个朋友成天都把随便挂在嘴边，

我才更头大，更头痛。。。

再加上台北天气不佳，几乎每天下雨。。。

可能就因为这样才感冒的吧

就因为病了，回来的这几天

都是胡言乱语，废话连篇 （应该是鬼话连篇）

因心情不好，就扬言几天内本人会提出辞呈

一直以来我的工资真的没有很多。。。

那末久以来我一直以为是我做的不够，不够多，不够优。。。

六年了，现在的我真的不只有点恢心，根本就已经快死心。。。

只要稍微神智不清，或心情低落，辞呈就会是个解救我的假象。

可是，清醒后的我又会有另一种想法;

辞呈会不会是逃避的方法之一呢？

为了回答这个问题我总选哲了留下，

我要证明我是值得被重视的，

我要证明到他们无法否认得地步！

所以，朋友们。。

你们要为我祷告，为我加油打气，

看到我泄气就来鼓励我一下。。。

因为我无法自己一个人做到。

Back from taipei

Just came back from Taipei, and i'm a sick fish now... The weather been pretty bad, showers of rain with thunder were coming down on us frequently.

There isnt much to talk abt the trip though, just that i did visit the some of the places that i shld have been to but had not on the last round. Like on the first nite, we went to a club which was in a sphere-like building structure. The music was quite good, but we did have some prob explaining to the guys at the bar counter on wat we wanted. And we did see 1 tall, cute and not bad built guy.

On the next day, we went as planned... Danshui. The place was quite fun, there were those funfair games... those that has plenty of balloons and would require u to use darts or gun pellets to burst them. There were also plenty of dogs around... SO CUTE!!! I really dun mind going there again, cos we did not manage to finish going round the whole place. Some of us grew tired of walking and they decided to take the ferry to YuRenMaTou(The wharf tat plays tricks on ppl???). It was a pity that the weather was too misty and we cant see anything much, until nitefall came and the lights were lit. The bridge lit up in diff colors as the sky grew darker/time grew later. The land opp us, lit up as each home turn on their lights. I can imagine how it would be we were able to see the sunset... shld be awwwwwwwww~~~

This time i did get to go look at CKS Memorial Hall, we din go in cos the tupid tour guide bluffed us. The results were 3 pictures taken outside of the buildings and then it was us scurrying onto the tour bus. I was sorely didsppointed.
The next place was the Marty's Shrine, din seen anything but the hourly change of guards, were the air force was responsible for this time's round. Men in uniform really does wonders sometimes. ^_^ The of guards had alot of gestures, i guess most of it were catered for the tourist. But there was this part where the guards were stamping their feet before standing on the guard stand which i found it to be quite interesting. It seems like it designed for them to ensure that they were surveying where and how they shld be standing. And ensuring that the stand was sturdy enuff for them to hop on. Interesting...
The last of the stop we went was the National Palacce Museum, interestingly the guide told us that all the item kept were the best of the entire emperor possessions. They were chosen and removed from Beijing. And that those in Beijing were far more inferior to the items displayed here. Interesting huh... sort of aroused my interest in seeing Beijing's collection.
We barely seen anything and were chased off by the guide and he wanted to bring us to MaoJiaZhuang, with my prior experience, its definitely not a place i want to go tis time. We made excuses to leave the group. Now, it was the guide's turn to be sourly upset. (1:1 - now we are even!) The rest of the day wasnt much to talk abt, it was a ferris wheeling event and a short shopping bizazre... BUT at the end of it all, i did get to go to my fav book place! LOVELY PLACE!

Let's see... the 4th day was really nothing to talk abt until i get to meet up with a fren. You cannot imagine the relieve i felt at the sight of her. Of cos, i went to meet her without my other 2 travelling companions. It was the most relaxing moment! She brought a fren, and she is very friendly... v funny too. Then it was food, food , food... Of all the places i been in the last few days, i gotta say that the cafe on YangMingShan (草山夜未眠) was awesome!!! The view was great!!@!! And we were really very blessed to see fireworks, with compliments from a young rich kid was who celebrating his girlfren's birthday. It was GREAT!

The 5th day... The day to head for home... I finally told my fren to go ahead with their shopping, so that i can pack all the foodstuffs in the 2 cardboxs. I had to make 2 boxes with the bits and pieces of cardboxs from the convenient stores, the rain had dis-inter-graded the good boxes. With God's help, the two boxes were finally done and secured. And i took the remaining to shop at the my fav bookstore branch near our hotel, and helpless bought more books. Tried the mister donuts, not too bad, they sort of have a chewy texture though. If u ever try, try the original lion mane look-alike donut... Thats the best choice.

Conclusion:
The best thing i like abt the trip is seeing my sister's excitement at the box i brought home. Unlike my frens, i dun do much shopping, i usually would buy the local foodstuff back for family and frens. Seeing my sister's excitement was my greatest joy, she loved every single thing i brought back. This is the best reason why i went to taipei for holiday.

Haunting issues

Have you ever had the experience when u shrugged something off and it comes back every now and then to haunt you? Well, the key to the whole annoying issue is to resolve it once and for all. Now that's and answer all so simple and totally common sense, but why am i not able to do it?

It so frustrating to see and hear the whole problem over and over again.
The thing is ... i am not sure if wat i am jus ignoring the issue and hoping it goes away or am i jus not patience enuff to stay and wait for everything else to unfold and take place?

You tell me?

Pure

This is my brand new day starting now
I let go the things that weigh me down
And rob me of the beauty that’s to be found in life all around

And this is my prayer without ceasing, the negative releasing
And as I rise above my burden is easing

CHORUS
I bring the pure flow LIKE water around
The rocks of life won’t pull me down
I bring the pure flow drink so deep
The river of life my soul at ease

I bring the pure flow of water around
The rocks of life won’t pull me downI
bring the pure flow rising above
The storms of life to live and love

This is my brand new day in the light
Troubles rising up on the left and the right
I keep my eyes fixed on where I want to go
The rest will follow

And this is my prayer without ceasing, the negative releasing
And as I rise above my burden is easy?
CHORUS

This is my brand new day starting now
Letting go of the ways that I fall down
The old can be made new the lost can be found
The lost will be found

And this is my prayer without ceasing, the negative releasing
And as I rise above my burden is easy?
CHORUS

My soul is at ease and I am free
My soul is at ease and I am free
This is my day
My soul is at ease and I am free
I am free?
CHORUS

Behind the Song:
揗ax and Matt wrote this song after watching a snowboarding show on TV. When you are focused and in the flow of things, you have a good run and everything just glides past. That's how it is with our lives when we are focused on God. You are in the pure flow, and life just flows around you.? - Melissa Brock (Superchick)