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I'm in deep tots.... really deep tots...
So deep that i also dunno if its deep...
*Heheeheeeheheeheee*
Aiya... already say is deep tots liaoz mah...

I been seriously thinking if i wanna change my blog title,
To me... nonsensical is not exactly a good word that gives me good credentials or compliments... In simple words, its not a positive word to boost me morale lah.

The new title i been considering is "Under Construction!!!"
I m under construction, in instruction, under training and moulding...etc...
The idea came when someone shared that his cell grp leader used this term to described himself in a self introduction game.

And i guess its a good time to change my blog title,
signifying a new beginning to this new training of 8mths (Or maybe 12mths).

Anyway, its just a tot...

- Still thinking.......

怎么办

☆花漾少年少女电视原声带☆

怎么办 哦 怎么办
为什么 你 为什么
老是把空气全都吸光了

害得我 你 害得我
在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车

别看我 先 别看我
我的脸红就快要爆料了

没什么 哪 有什么
我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了

怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么 你 为什么
这样不讲理的就出现了

害得我 你 害得我
连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了

靠近我 别 靠近我
到底离你多近比较好呢

完蛋了 我 完蛋了
我整个人眼看就快不是我的了

怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙


你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
☆;;;;;;;

怎么办 ？！！！

A FULL YEAR

Just received news that there will be a 4mth extension to my current job attachment, though there is no black and white confirmation yet, but according to my POC, its more of less firm...

All we got to do now is wait for another 1-2mths for the mgmt to confirm with the appropraite documentations/directives before i can say for sure i am going stay put until Sept 2007.

To be frank, i m really not worried abt it at all,
by the time i complete the 8 mths,
wat more would the extra 4 mths do to me???

Besides, this is not any good or bad news,
so long it is God leading me, its the way for me.
God knows best! ^_^

With this news, my buddy and i have decided to try look for another apartment,
a cheaper and more spacious and better quality apartment...
Dun say dun have... HAVE WAN!!!

i know Jesus has an apartment for me here...
the moment i hear the extension possiblity,
i know that i'm still in God's plan and HE is STILL IN CONTROL!!!
I am excited to see what place He has prepared for me...

Not to worry ppl... i'll still be coming back for CNY 2007,
and we are verifying with the company that we shld be having 2 return air tics for us or our family usage when we are to do a full year overseas attachement.
Then i will be back for CNY in Feb 2007,
and maybe June 2007 also come back for a break...
else i'll let my mum have the air tic to come visit me... ^_^

Do pray for me oki...
the more the merrier!!!

THanks!!! :'P

Amy Grant - It takes a little time

Hmm...
i just realized that one of the biggest reasons that i am blogging
is becos i need some tots sorting and encouragements.
Each time i blog, its almost like talking to myself,
and i guess i am the best person to know wat i am think and wat i need to hear.
And in the mean time, i do hope it encourages you...
Well, if not...
then hopefully it amuses u or entertain u alittle... ^_^


Here's a great song,
do take time to read the lyrics...
I love tis song ^_^


It takes a little time sometimes
To get your feet back on the ground
It takes a little time sometimes
To get the titanic turned back around
It takes a little time sometimes
But baby youre not going down
It takes more than youve got right now
Give it time

Whats this walking thru my door
I know Ive seen the look before
Sometimes in faces on the street
Sometimes in the mirror looking back at me
You cant fix this pain with money
You cant rush a weary soul
You cant sweep it under the rug, now honey
It dont take a lot to know
(chorus)

Now it may not be over by morning
But rome wasnt built in a day
You can name this thing a thousand times
But it wont make it go away
Let me put my arms around you
And hold you while you weep
Weve been talking and talking
Im sick of this talk
And its nothing that wont keep
(chorus)

No you cant fix this pain with money
You cant rush a weary soul
You cant sweep it under the rug now honey
It dont take a lot to know
(chorus)

I’m tired and irritated…

I know that feeling tired is not a good reason to be rude and showing off my temper,
it may be a mixture of other things that add to the tiredness,
but I know that it still doesn’t give me the right to be raise my voice,
not to look or response to ppl when they are talking to me,
being rude or snapping at ppl with my words…

what do I do???

I think the impression of my co-workers is to avoid me as far as they can.

I’m really not an easy person to work, or even to hang out with.

GOOD THINGS ARE HAPPENING!!!

Yes, Ladies and gentlemen... Its a great day...!!!
Good things are happening all over the place,
each day i look forward to give thanks to God for...
You are be surprise at all the things u can thank God for!

#1 Thank God for the laptop!
Yes!!! My laptop is here!!!
Some kind soul brought my laptop to me a few days back.
Though the irony is that i havent had the time to really use the lappy yet...
But still, Praise God and THANK GOD for the lappy...
Now i can comm with you guys more often,
i can reply email at the comfort and the time i have,
i can do some information surfing, etc...

Its really the undeserved favour of God that the kind soul has agreed to bring over the laptop for me and in such short notice.

#2 Thank God for fellow christians
I just returned from my first cell grp meeting here,
though we all are from diff churchs back in SG,
but its really like a warmth place to be.

Tdy, the grp is actually teaching on the methods that we can use to study the bible. maybe becos most of the ppl here are engineers,
so the methodology is a little chim to me...
But i am thankful cos there is so much that i wanna share abt from tdy;
not just the content, but there is someting else which really warmth my heart...
Will do a detail blog on it soon.

#3 Thank God for the expat church!!!
The ppl in the cell grp are actually attending a church here,
this is really exciting!!!
I will be joining them in the coming weekend.
Really thank God that there is a church we can attend here,
and there are plenty of SG christians here,
and also there is a regular cell grp meeting every wed...
with free dinner provided by the host... hhehehe YUM!!!

#4 THank God for showing me that i am where i am "suppose" to be.
I saw something at the cell grp gathering place,
and this something was really subtle...
And by no means its just a co-incidence...
Rem... Coincidence is God in anonymous.

#5 Thank God that i get my requested items with little waiting time.
As we are staying in a "service" apartment,
the landlord will provide most of the items we need here...
even to the little stuffs like can opener or pasta strainer...
Many of my frens here had to wait quite a few days before they get their requests.
But by the grace of God, i noticed that watever requests i made for,
gets delivered to my apartment on the next day or the day after.

!!!!!! Its really the favour of God!!!!!!!

#6 Thank GOd for Grace!!
Thank God that her op was a success,
Thank God that she is having a speedy recovery!!!

#7 Thank God for Teacher Chen
Thank God for her sms,
Thank God for her to update me on how she is, and the ppl ard her (esp. grace),
Thank God that she is enjoying herself in TNS,
Thank God for her blog and photos.

See!!! so much to thank God for!!!

i would really love to stay and write more and in more detail,
but i'm really beat...

Havent been sleeping well for the last few days,
its either i've been dreaming alot else i keep waking up hourly from 5am to 8am here.
Maybe its the pillow thats not comfory, cos i m having neck aches etc...
Just like these... its already wearing me out...
Think i really need to learn to R.E.S.T and learning to be still is still a challenge.

oki... really gtg rest... neck aching badly now...

Prayer requests:
1. Be able to have good nite sleep, sleep well... be well rested and no necking aching prob.
2. To be protect from the cold; No falling sick, no skin cracking, no nose problem (ie blood clot due to too cold)...

^_^


Nitey....