Sweet dreams

你说我们很甜蜜，
我真的觉得还好，
因为应该是我自己一人觉得爽吧。

我早已经放弃了；
对他任何的期望/奢望应该都是零。
因为希望/期望也可种压力，
让人不舒服的一种力量。

我想你应该知道我在说什么吧

所以现在的我只想尽情享受，
享受对别人有好感的感觉，
享受那种喜欢他的感觉，
享受那快乐的感觉，

CNY Dream - Part 01

Think my first day back in Sg really started off in the right foot,
*GRIN*
Cos the moment i turn on my mobile, within secs,
i rx a sms, asking me if i am back in Sg...
It was indeed a pleasant surprise,
so the sms conversation continued
and i grab the chance to pin point the date to meet up.

Voila! appt made lor... on nite of 19th Feb 2007,
but me the dumb dumb forgot to set time and venue to meet lor,
then in the 19th feb afternoon i changed mobile,
so dunno wat is his number then cannot call...

wait wait wait wait wait, until i think no hope,
decides to have dinner with a fren who happens to call,
i explained to her wat hap then happily we planned to go eat jap,
which is meeting in like abt 30mins or so...

Then SOMETHING GOT TO HAPPEN LOR!
He sms-ed and ask wat time meet,
and then i - . - lor...

Then after some silly discussion,
we decided to meet at 9pm where he will come pick me up,
and we shall go for drinks at harbourfront...
*sounds cool*

But then my fren how?!!
During dinner i told her everything,
but then i felt bad... i really felt guilty,
machaim i heavy color light fren lah...

So i decided to call him to tell him we 3 go ktv,
with much reluctance, he came and we went for ktv...
i know its really uncomfortable for him to be with ppl he dunno,
but i really appreciate tat he accommdated us for the ktv option.

It was fun for me, cos its been really long since i last step into a ktv room lor,
i canot help but keep suspecting my fren and him were both uncomfortable,
but then i also cannot do much,
so i try to pick songs he would noe and duets,
like tat he can join in and not zzz there lor...
can see he tired and close eyes rest.
(Ps. he came straight after duty watch - poor thing)

Then i would sing some songs with my frens also,
i tried lah, but i really enjoyed myself tat nite.

Why enjoy?
Cos sing song with him quite fun leh,
see he is also a dramatic fellow;
so hor when we sing duets,
we try to have eye contacts,
then he stretch out his hand,
then i also pei he him,
hold hand sing song....

hahahahha
u tell me fun anot ley.... kekekekekek

After tat, he sent my fren back,
then sent me back,
ok lar... the conversations were normal,
not like we trying hard to keep up the chat...

GREAT NITE!

Going Hm has nv been tis hard Part III

Finally, i heard the pilot welcoming us to SG,
Finally, HOME IS AT HAND!!!

Happily, i rush to the customs and i did something which i normally wont do;
i ignored the DFS and head for my luggage at the belt.
I saw a luggage opened, and i tot why the luggage looked familiar lor,
then i realized ITS MINE LUGGAGE LOR!!!!

When i checked in my luggage,
i also had a luggage belt with it;
in case the luggage burst open at least it can still be held together by the belt.
BUT mthe belt was missing lor,
and the luggage looked like it has been pryed opened!!!

sigh... Then i made my way to baggage control lor...
make report and etc etc etc

Then i went to take taxi lor,
then then then IT RAINED!!!
But i kana view rain as blessings now,
so not too bad... once i come back then it rain...
SG is blessed becos of me!!! heheheheheeh

Going Hm has nv been tis hard Part II

A sigh of relief is heard throughout the plane,
when we finally board the plane heading for Frankfurt...
We seriously tot, nothing else can go wrong now,
the only worry we had was that there aint no vancancy for us,
for the leg from Frankfurt to SG;
But we found out that we had confirmed seatings,
so still not too bad.... phew...

But when we got to Frankfurt,
we realized that the boarding gate had changed,
and we scrambled to find the counter to get our boarding passes.
We were directed from counter to counter,
cos apparently the transitting gate kept changing.

Finally, when we asked ard and the airport staff say its at xxx gate,
so everyone Q-ed...
But soon we realized that the plane parked behind the gate out is not SQ leh,
something was v. wrong lor...

We scouted ard again, and spotted a SQ plane,
then we confirmed with the SQ staff tis time,
and we were finally at the rite gate,
collected the correct boarding pass,
and mins later we boarded the CORRECT PLANE HM!!!

Going Hm has nv been tis hard Part I

The day has come and 15th Feb is my departure for hm,
time to go home for CNY!!!

A series of unfortunate events happened,
but it was not able to deter me from going hm!!!

Firsty, my flight back to sg was to be 15th Feb 2007 @ 1615hrs,
and we were all ready by 12 noon, then the cabby came at close to 1pm...
Think QW got sweat abit, cos his flight is 3pm and we need to check in 3 hrs b4 lor...

Then we all finally got to the airport,
checked in and claimed our VATs...
Makan Mac, cos nothing else was nice.

Then all our flights were delayed... *sian*
Then QW left to board the plane, and off to zurich.
Ours continued to be delayed...

The boarding time was suppose to be 4.15pm,
and still we see no plane leh...
Wait, wait wait wait.... counter say delay...
every 15mins say delay 15mins lor...
Then finally, at 5 plus the plane flew in...

Happily we tot we can still make it for the connecting flight in Frankfurt lor....
But they kept delaying the boarding...

All the way until 8 plus,
they announced that the plane has technical fault;
Lightning hit plane, plane got hole, cannot repair.
Therefore flight has to be cancelled.

PLS LOR!!!
plane got hole how to repair in 30mins de....
faint lor...

It was chaotic, and until 10pm they then made arrangement for us to rest at the hotel,
but v smart lor... they try to reschedule us for the 5am flight...
So hor u see... 10pm settle us, we reach the hotel at 11plus,
eat dinner and shower and then can leave hotel le...

Cos 5am flight means have to check in at 2am,
then plus travelling time is 30mins...

So stupid lor!!! They could have told us earlier and send us to the hotel earlier...
Everyone was tired and grumpy lor...

I HATE LUFTHANSA!!!!

14th Feb 2007

Oki... so u say u wanna read,
so i try to recall and backdate abit...

Think u all rem 14th Feb 2007 as Valentine's Day,
but for me its the eve of me going hm for CNY!!!
So hor, the meaning of tat day is got nothing to do with V for me lor....

But someone was really nice to send me a sms,
that brighten my day even more on the15th...
Aiya, cos my phone spoil, so cannot on,
so i also din bother to change phone and check.
Think it was really late over here,
and its already 2pm in Sg bah then i saw his sms.

It was a forward sms bah, with simple words that says
"This rose is for you, to tell you that i miss you."

So sweet... din know he is a mass sms forward guy,
but it still feels good to see tis sms from him.

CNY 2007

After a few waves,
plenty of initial unhappiness,
and alot of gratitude,
that i be coming home for the all impt CNY!

Hadnt been able to sleep last nite,
and was up till 3-4am before i really had to get some winks.
Maybe this is the longest i been away from hm,
and in these mths i find home to be an unreachable place,
only viable thru telephoney like the Internet to the fantasy world.

^_^

I'm just glad i'm going hm....

宫保鸡丁

一直以来，我都不太知道我能以什么方式来为自己减压；
能让自己在不伤害别人，不伤害自己的方式来发泄情绪。
来到了这里，我看我应该是有找到一两种方式。

第一是 praying in tongues。
这绝对是我最长用，对我来说是最有效的。

第二是 煮东西吧。。。
我也不知道，应该是纯粹想找东西来做，
让自己不再对不愉快的是一直转牛角尖。

结果今天的晚餐有：
1) 宫保鸡丁
2) 肉碎炒青菜
3）牛奶白菜
4）炖肉骨萝卜番薯汤

同事看了， 吓了一跳，
因为明明就两个人吃，
他说桌上的盘量是足以三四人份。。。

我不知道啦，现在我只知道，有点太饱了！

*BURP*

我爱你

每当我得为工作而出远门，
我都会很想家。
尤其是听到家人的声音，
甚至看到照片或任何电视电影的片段，
都会让我红了眼眶。

今天跟往常没什么两样，
一踏进住所, 手提就响了；
是我最亲爱的爸爸大人！

其实，他每一小段时间都会打电话给我。。。
是没什么好惊喜，
但每一次接到他的电话，
都会让我很感动，
很开心， 很温馨。
即使是都冷的天气，
我马上整个人就温暖起来了

哦！重点！！！
重点是放电话前，
他留了一句话，
“爸爸爱你。。。byebye！”
通常的我应该马上眼眶就红了，
但这次我没有，
还回句“爸，我也爱你！”

有进步吧？！！ ^_^

Dreams

Think many of you heard this before,
but i am still going to go ahead and write it.

There are no differentiating of good dreams or bad dreams
They can be big, or small...
You are the limitation of your dreams.
Go ahead and dream big dreams,
but dare to accept the challenge to fulfill it,
dare to take on the impossible,
and fight the good fight.

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旅行的意义

因为看了只叶子青蛙的部落，
可爱水母猫咪也想在旅行这话题小写一下。。。

旅行的意义是什么？
为什么要旅行？
旅行因该是一个人的吗？

旅行是体验生活？
还是是轻轻松松地度假呢？
是为了增广见闻吗？

我想。。。
旅行是冲动，也是勇气；
它的背后主脑是好奇，
也是莫种理想/梦想的实现吧。

但现实是残酷的。
不是每个理想，
不是每个梦想，
都会完美地实现的。

最重要的是在旅途中得到了什么；

如果旅行的目的是放假充电，
那你有没有得到应有的休息？

如果旅行的目的是多了解这世界，
那你有没有敢于尝试各项事务呢？

如果旅行的目的是体验不一样的生活，
那你回家后有没有一颗感恩的心呢？

如果旅行的目的是逃避现实，
那你可能会很痛苦，
因为俗话说得好，
逃得了一时，逃不过一世

Garden of beanie sproutie!~

U know when we were in primary sch,

the science teacher asked us to grow our own plants,

and the easiest thing to grow is bean sprout.

I never really understand why everyone says that they are easy to grow,

cos mine was like diving under the cotton wool and hiding,

rather than it growing into something at all.

But now i know...

Pls. lor i only left them on the kitchen counter for like a fews days only lor then like tat liaoz... Just when i am ready to do my fried mee this has to happen!!!

*faint* Moral of story, no buy beanie any more!