Courage for loan

I guess i have yet to understand what does it mean to LIVE, what is living the cherished moment, what is being ALIVE...

There is so much to learn, and even more to put it action in our daily lives. Like i said before, i need courage, i think i need to borrow some...

Who can give me courage, who can lend me some guts, who can help me to live without being afraid of the unknown and not fear the haunting past...

 

I think i found the lender of courage, the fountain of hope...

Thank you... thank you very much...to my "Yes, i love you."

Taking covers...

In an empty fast food outlet, I chose to sit in the corner, behind him...

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2011-01-19

I am truly grateful for God's grace and favor... its most definitely His doings that I received much patience and tolerance from the people around me.

As much as people gets frustrated with me and I am with them, its simply means a time of rest is required.

And tis very moment, I am learning to rest and enjoy this rare moment of giving both God and myself a little time to ourselves.

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Jabez's Prayer

I should never have doubt God over words of men, how silly of me!



1 Chronicles 4:9-11 (Today’s New International Version, ©2005)

9 Jabez was more honorable than his brothers. His mother had named him Jabez,[a] saying, “I gave birth to him in pain.”

10 Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, “Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.” And God granted his request.

11 Kelub, Shuhah’s brother, was the father of Mehir, who was the father of Eshton.

Believe 2011

I had never taken it seriously, resolutions are merely empty talks in the wind... in reality its just things u know that will not happen; so what is the point of having it when it will only make u feel disappointed, upset, and frustrated?

I guess i really missed the point all together, i'm not sure if it was complacency or disappointment, but it did led me down the road that made me think God is so far out my reach that i no longer fit in any more. What i mean to say is, where has my hope gone? Where is my expectation of good?

Today God rememebered me; He sent a certain man to a certain disciple as encouragement, He sent a certain man to restore the smile on the certain disciple, He sent a certain man to bring that disciple home.

Today is a new day, today is a new year, today is a new beginning.

As like previous years, my church urged us to list 3 things that we want to SEE happen by the end of 2011. And this time i am taking it seriously, i am going to participate for my own sake, i am going to believe!

I want to believe in God again, i want to have faith in Him again.


1. Have faith in God, have expectation of good at all times.
KPI : Keep prayer list, give God his due credits!

2. Perfect Health
KPI : Healed from obesity, wear size 12 clothing.

3. To love the God sent life partner.
KPI: Stop being defensive.

God, you are omnipotent, i leave these 3 items in yr hands. I am not going to do anything, i will be waitng to see all this come to pass by end 2011. Thank you Lord in advance. In Jesus's name, Amen.

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