放过我。。。放过自己。。。

是我一直在刁难为难自己吗？

是我不肯放过自己吗？

三根半夜不肯睡，硬深深跟自己说是不累睡不着才一直滑iPad看YouTube。。。

还没搞清楚状况，也没头绪要怎么整理一切的一切

心里又不懂害怕什么。。。

天啊！是不是又回到疯癫脑袋不正常的我？

救我

What have you done?

Since obtaining her album, these words has been on my mind in and out of consciousness... "What have you done"

She was questioning the double standards on local sentiments on foreign workers... if I may guess, she might have felt the same in her circumstance between the media and her...

But with people like, we think far more of ourselves with the 对号入座 mode 'ON'...
I thought about what have I done... what had I wantd to do... how far have I lost my way... how much more reasonings and excuses can I come up with... most of all, how mch have I lost... see all the i i i i i ??? What a selfish i me myself individual huh... Guilty as charged... i confess. Forgive me Lord, for i have sinned!!! (Oki... too drama... sorry Abba)

As i am taking this MRT ride, thought of what have you done is now nothing of an accusation... its more of " What do you want to do, what are tou going to do, what will you do... from now on?"

John 3:16

16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, 

that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

(John 3:16New International Version)

God loved - loved the world first

God gave - price of love paid

Whoever believes - anyone/everyone who believes 

Have eternal life - rewards received from God's giving

Voices for 2015

Resolution making for new year or new age is never my thing... 

Why bother making a list of things that you dun want to do and force yourself to be guilty?

Just go do what you want to do, just do it! Do what makes you happy!

Isn't that what everyone is "blabbering" abt ???

*Pause*

Earth calling cow on the moon, "Houston time to come back to reality!"

Can anyone be more responsible? Can you be responsible for your words?!!

Dun you patronize me!!!

Can I do what I want? Whenever and whatever I feel like?!!

Can I do what makes me happy? 

Dun give me crap on "with exception of etc..." Or "with sensible discretion".

The definition of the word whatever is "anything or everything that" ;

Dun throw irresponsible words and leave the pain to burden others.

More importantly, a good heart doesn't justify heaping any words on others; 

Did I asked you any question or seeked your advice?

Are you clear on the situation before you roll out your "goodwill"?

Words are like swords, be it spoken or written, and yes... I am wielding a defensive sword now!

Can you be fair to me?

I have warned you that the conversation shld stopped there and then many times, and bravo... 

Your ears wouldn't listen, and consequence?

You succeeded making me feel bitter towards the very people I love and live for.

You succeeded in destroying any hope left in life for me.

Bravo.

No no no... I not pushing blame on you, 

you did it with your own lips and insistence.

You wan a medal?

Oneplus One Technical help neeed

How to get rid of the discharging?!! Ever since it appeared, greatly affect my phone batt life!!! Exasperated!