Think i pretty much resign to my fate of not having a lappy and internet access,
i'm tired of nrunning to ppl's room and ask if i can have a moment with their comps,
and then worrying if i am annoying them and bothering them.

Think i am accepting the fact of being here and living here......
Maybe acustoming would be a better word.
Started to furnish this temp home of mine,
spent quite a bit of time cleaning the new pots and pans,
cleaning up the kitchening area... Its alot to do lor!!!

Still... it would be comforting for someone to be with me now......
Anyone......

My Studio Apartment

Tupidz makes a COMEBACK!!!

Leaving Home - 6th Oct 2006

Transit @ Frankfurt airport

Waiting for connecting flight

Destination's Airport

View from my studio apartment's living room

谢谢！

朋友们， 谢谢你们的卡片和礼物。
现在这两样都是我的安慰。
因为一想到家人，就会泪流不止
所以没办法打电话回去。
很想你们，但又没有电脑和网络。
跟同事借用，但是要等他们用完先。
在这儿， 孤单和寂寞真的会让人发疯。

及使这样，我坚决相信孤单寂寞不属于我；
它们在我身命里并没有比任何人还要多，
只是在我们自己的眼里被放大了好几倍。

明天是我实习的第一天，
希望有工作做，日子会好过一点。

不要为我担心或难过，
要的话就为我祷告，
因为我相信天父的恩典。
如果可以的话，祷告后通知我，
告诉我内容，好让我高兴高兴一下下 ^_^


*我才发觉自己早已把朋友当成自己的家人，
我一定会争取每个回新的机会。。。
十一月，十二月，二月，四月。。。

第一天

今早醒来，开眼睛的那一秒
我吓了一跳；
“我在哪里？”

讨厌这个地方，
讨厌一个人住，
讨厌大家都把我们当怪物看，
讨厌没个人电脑，
讨厌！讨厌！讨厌！

讨厌这害怕的感觉，
讨厌这孤单的感觉，
讨厌想到家人朋友时，眼眶的泪水就会溢出来。
讨厌自己在埋怨，
讨厌一个人，
讨厌极了！！！

到现在，唯一的安慰是没后悔的感觉
我不知道为什莫，但我就是没有。
我一点也不喜欢这儿，
但我知道这八个月的实习时必须的，
无论是为了自己或工作，
是必要得。。。

八个月的家

终于到达目的地的机场，
该接我们的司机迟迟没出现。
等了大约一个钟头后，
我们决定自行搭计程车。
住处时海边的一栋公寓，
因为同事的关系，我选了十楼的莫单位，
房子里的窗户都面向海边和海港。

打开房门的刹那间，
我才发觉这里将会是我这八个月下来的家。
我愣了好一下。。。

难过

醒了，鼓起勇气打开你们送的卡片
眼泪不由自主地落下。。。
看着你们送的卡片和手表，
我的脸又湿了。。。
我已开始想念你们！


*平时的我都在想很多事，
但今天我只想哭。

Sorry, had to hurry...

请原谅我那莫仓促地进了departure hall,
因为我知道当你们俩落泪时， 我会心疼。。。
我会大哭。。。 一发不可收拾的大哭；
就像现在在飞机上一直掉泪

已经是新加坡上午11.30,
那份对你们的不舍依然在。。。
我想这份不舍会一直存在，
止我回到你们的身边为。


*我没有带着你们给的祝福离开，
而是抱着你们满满的祝福， 陪伴我一起开始新luu程。

我出发了。

我出发了。
心里的不舍和泪水都忍住了，
一切看似都在控制中。。。

飞机开始起飞了，
我的眼睛湿了；
在黑暗中，泪水在脸上画了好几行

我爱你们，选择的方式是不哭。。。不准哭


难过吗？ 难过！
后悔吗？ 不会。

猫咪出游记 （第二话）- 简说

猫咪原本就是个好奇的动物，
难道没听过好奇心能害死一只猫吗？

只要有机会，它一定会选择去环游外面的世界一下下。

虽然一开始是兴奋的，随后而来的是发愁。。。
发愁因为它自己想要的东西跟身边的家人朋友要得有所不同；
当面临这种冲突时，就更令人烦心。
选择想要的自己，会觉得自己很自私，对不起别人，更觉得令他们失望。
选择别人的建议，会觉得没有保握，有压力又无能为力的感觉。
更受不了的是别人的意见不一，各说个的。。。更烦恼！

在没时间的逼迫下，猫咪原本选择了放弃
但它受不起要一次又一次地做出放弃或接纳的选择；
因为它怎麽选都好像是错的。
最终，它决定狠下心，做出了希望自己不会后悔的决定。

它决定出游去。

Decision

Guess i did not have a chance to complete my last post on "decision making is a vexed process". Did try to pre-warn u all, but din have the heart nor the time to do so...

This is it ppl, my final decision and there's no turning back. With a heavy heart, i had drafted my reply to my boss, and the next few minutes it will be in my outbox, then to my sentbox.

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Dear SIR,

I understand that the implementation of bonding a staff after training is a measure to protect the interest of the company; ensuring the project with trained manpower to a smooth completion.

After much consideration, i regret to inform you that i stand by my decision in not going for the overseas training. The reasons behind the decision is mainly my concerns in the requirement of the 2 years bond and also family commitments. I also know that my decision in not going overseas is very abrupt and somewhat selfish. With this, i can only offer my deepest apologizes.

If it would be possible, may i request to continue work on Prj XXX; Or at least till early next year when the new engineers are security cleared and able to take over the project.

If not, attached would be my resignation letter which states that the 13th Oct 2006 as my last day with XXXXXX.

Lastly, thank you for the opportunity to come onboard XXXXXX, and for all the care & kindness shown to me.

My apologies once again.

best regards,
June Lim.

For u to GET HIGH 2!!!

May this be OUR song...


Album: 飞行部落
Song: GET HIGH
歌词 :

也许明天不知该往哪里去
也许不再有如此美的风景
但是总会有一段旋律在我心里
反覆唱著浪漫美丽

(男)有一个梦在遥远深海 (女)在遥远深海
(男)幸福的路陪你去等待 (女)美丽的等待
(女)总会有一天 你一定明白
(合)我的爱 为你在

让我们Get High 用双手把天撑开
Oh……Get High 要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该 因为我有你的爱
baby you are always on my mind

曾经害怕不知该往哪里去
曾经和寂寞相处已有默契
但是总会有一道阳光在我心底
给我力量 坚持到底

GET HIGH!

Founds these photos while digging for other photos...

They were taken last year...

dun think i blogged out the pics b4.

Pls. note, these photos were taken,

after most of the ppl had consumed alochol.....

(This is a bad example, look but dun follow k)

"Peek-a-boo" Alarm went off!!!

Press the orange button to snooze.
*GRIN*

.

WE ARE HIGH!!!

WE ALL ARE!!!

Thanks to you know who you are......

Thank you...

For every tot, every word spoken thru your lips or in your hearts

For the time to stop and think,

For the time to be concern for me.

For the internal injuries you ppl have suffered while talking to me, while trying to convince me.

For stretching out yr hands to help me, regardless of wat you are feeling or going thru...

Most of all... For knowing that i am not perfect.

Ps. 没相通的事只是暂时没能相通。。。只是暂时的。。。

Man and woman, NOT man vs woman!

Mark 10:6-9

"But at the beginning of creation God 'made them male and female.For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh. So they are no longer two, but one. Therefore what God has joined together, let man not separate."

Some Personality Analysis

There's a personality email circulating ard the emailing realm for quite some time,
rumor has it tat Ophray only scored 38...
My frens scored an average of 40+...

And me? I scored 57... here's the score interpration...


Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, one who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.


(Hmm... u ppl see me like tat?)

空

突然觉得自己的脑里和心里竟是一片空白，
我已没有什麽可以给以家人于朋友。
应该是自己没什麽长进，
没有upgrade自己，
搞到现在整个人也空了。

Beware of thieves

Today, you are the temple of God. (1 Corinthians 3:16)
And your temple should be a “house of prayer” or it becomes a “den of thieves”.
These thieves, or powers of darkness, will steal and rob from your temple, which is your body. (1 Corinthians 6:19)
They will steal and rob you of your strength, health, youthfulness, wisdom, hopes and dreams.

So make your temple a house of prayer by praying in the Spirit frequently. (Ephesians 6:18)
When you pray in the Spirit, you are praying perfect prayers.
This is because the Spirit Himself makes intercession for you when He prays through you in tongues. (Romans 8:26)

Going Crazy

I'm stressed...
breaking down like tat is not me.

i find no words to tell of it,
i noe not who to tell to.
i dun even noe wat to tell,
how to cry for help?

Help! I need help.
I dunno wat type of help i need,
i just desperately need help!

ABBA,
i can only tell u,
and only u can help me.

Nothing seems to be working,
i am going crazy...

HA!!! Heritage Hunt...

Just as a froggie's blog wrote, i too went along to a hunt... a mini version of amzaing race, but mostly on foot. Now i know why the tee print says "xxxxxxx... on foot" Cos we practically covered lavender area and all the way to Boon Keng, then Kallang. We also continued the foot journey from Balestiar to Whampoa and a temple near Quality Hotel, and back to "Wan Qin Yuan" & a Burmaese Buddist Temple...

It was a foot work journey of 5 plus hrs, THANK GOD for the bus trip tat they allowed us to take from Serangoon to Balestiar. Maybe i walked too much, my left knee hurt so much tat when i got home, i could barely walked. Thank God for his healing touch that all pain was gone when i woke up for church tis morning...


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To the team of Some Hunting Experts (aka S.H.E) :

Well done ppl, for persevering on in completing the whole event. The thing i am proud of is that we had completed it in intergrity. Dunno wat u all think, but intergrity is impt to me and in this we have won ourselves... Winning is no big deal, winning yourself is the challenge!

Apologies if i din looked too enthu, its jus i dunno how to behave in such events... kinda lost when i saw so many KIDS...

Thanks for pulling me, though last min, but i enjoyed it.
(Gotta see how u gals worked, and how u all react... interesting...)
And also for the "interesting" team name... ho ho ho