I guess... most of you shld already know by now that i have officially received my promotion notification letter, and it states an increment of a 3 digit amt. PRAISE GOD!
But to be really frank, i was a little disappointed at the amt stated in it. Cos i had spoken to my boss previously, and he was speaking of an amt more than wat i am stated to receive now. Well, i guess its part of God's plan.
Not that God is not willing to prosper me, i believe that God will not bless me with things that i cannot handle and be burdened with it. Truth is, with the increment i have in mind, i guess i will go into a frenzy thinking that $$$ is more than abundant and start splurging... possible to an extend of running high debts. God is good to teach me to manage my finances now... It has really been a long while since i last had any significant savings. And now i am quite comfortable with my finances... Its heading somewhere now.
Blessings of prosperity will come, in the name of Jesus i receive!!! ^_^
Now i am really thinking deep deep if i need a car... read carefully... its THINKING if i would NEED a car, its no longer if i wanna get a car. Ya, now will think farther liaoz... Cos have to maintain a holiday vacation lifestyle of going overseas. If got biz trip i confirm volunteer to go, cos can save $$$. Else my holiday trips will have to downsize budget liaoz... This year will be taipei again, then maybe New Zealand... Europe might have to push to next yr, else it will be a year of bread and butter...
Maybe i shld go overseas alone... then maybe got chance to meet some ppl and make new frens? But then, it will be quite lonely??? No one to talk to, then stay hotel room all alone sounds pretty pathetic leh... Unless i go stay backpackers' inn... tat one think will get to meet more ppl bah, and hopefully learn to communicate with ppl and truely learn how to get along with others. I also dunno wat i wanna see, but i do know tat i would like to have a try at living their lifestyle...
OH YAH!, my fren say wanna go join AMAZING RACE!!! Hmm.. if audition goes thru, then i think it would really be fun...Let's hope we can get thru the audition, and my leave application for 1 mth and most of all, win that USD 100,000 bucks!!!
hehehehe.... looks like i will be having a good dream later huh.... kekekeke
Great is yr faithfulness, great is yr mercies and great is yr grace unto me...
I Praise you my lord and king! AMEN!!!
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Saturday, February 25, 2006
I.N.F.L.U.E.N.C.E.
A certain modern day police drama was showing how her undercover subordinate was upset over her not fulfilling her promise to him for pulling him out of the assignment. He felt that his covering was going to be blown. He was fearing for his life. But she was adamant in her decision, they were only that close to nailing the bad guy. In the end, his cover was blown and died a gruesome death. As for the female superior, she was the first to spot his corpse amidst a rundown setting. She was stunned and regretful.
In the drama, it showed how one's influence can determine the outcome of another. In the show, the lady's decision caused his death indirectly. Likewise, the words we speak and the things we do, does affect the ppl ard us... It does also carry the power of influence. There is always 2 sides to a coin, and like weapons... this power can be used for encouragement & affirmation or death & destruction.
We all have influences over the ppl ard us, its just that we are unaware of it. For some, its more evident and others not so.
The words of others something we do not have control over, but we do have the power to control what we hear/listen and take in. Take heart in what u hear and accept, for not all that you have heard is true, and if its true, it may not be the TRUTH. For a man reaps what he sows, what you listen and take into your heart is a form of sowing. I have chosen to hear/listen to TRUTHS in expectations of reaping an abundant life.
In the drama, it showed how one's influence can determine the outcome of another. In the show, the lady's decision caused his death indirectly. Likewise, the words we speak and the things we do, does affect the ppl ard us... It does also carry the power of influence. There is always 2 sides to a coin, and like weapons... this power can be used for encouragement & affirmation or death & destruction.
We all have influences over the ppl ard us, its just that we are unaware of it. For some, its more evident and others not so.
The words of others something we do not have control over, but we do have the power to control what we hear/listen and take in. Take heart in what u hear and accept, for not all that you have heard is true, and if its true, it may not be the TRUTH. For a man reaps what he sows, what you listen and take into your heart is a form of sowing. I have chosen to hear/listen to TRUTHS in expectations of reaping an abundant life.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Ok, think you are right....
I have always believed that i am not a person who worries. To me, worrying is usually a person who uses his/her brain very extensively, trying to consider all factors on an overly done manner. I have to admit, i dun feel that way abt myself... I dun feel that i use my brain that extensively, nor am i tat meticulous to consider all factors accessing situations or events or for the assignments that i have to complete. Ok lar... in short, i jus dun think that i got use my brain lah...
Seems like you are right lor, i used my brain in the wrong way... Think too much then start pressure myself to do the things that i think i am suppose to be able to do. I fall short of my own expectations; which is a slightly higher level where i know if i am able to satisfy my own expectations, others would be satisfied. Then the usual vicious cycle begins...
So bottom line is... I do worry and i recognized tat. So something has to be done.
Thank you Jesus for the blood you have shed on the cross, for by your blood has redeemed me from ALL transgressions... regardless of past, present or future. Thank you Lord that you have also redeemed me from all stress and worries. In the Name of Christ Jesus, spirit of fear... spirit of stress and worry you have no place in my life. From this moment forth the only spirit that is to reign in me is the Holy Spirit of God~!
For by the words of God, i am a new creation and i belong to the new convenant, the good covenant, the convenant of grace. A covenant that is cut between the God the Father and his Perfect Son, Jesus. The convenant that has justly satisfied and replaced the ministry of death! Lord, i give you praise and i thank you that i am in this new convenant.Thank you Jesus that i am RIGHTEOUS in YOU!
In the Name of Jesus,
AMEN!!!
Seems like you are right lor, i used my brain in the wrong way... Think too much then start pressure myself to do the things that i think i am suppose to be able to do. I fall short of my own expectations; which is a slightly higher level where i know if i am able to satisfy my own expectations, others would be satisfied. Then the usual vicious cycle begins...
So bottom line is... I do worry and i recognized tat. So something has to be done.
Thank you Jesus for the blood you have shed on the cross, for by your blood has redeemed me from ALL transgressions... regardless of past, present or future. Thank you Lord that you have also redeemed me from all stress and worries. In the Name of Christ Jesus, spirit of fear... spirit of stress and worry you have no place in my life. From this moment forth the only spirit that is to reign in me is the Holy Spirit of God~!
For by the words of God, i am a new creation and i belong to the new convenant, the good covenant, the convenant of grace. A covenant that is cut between the God the Father and his Perfect Son, Jesus. The convenant that has justly satisfied and replaced the ministry of death! Lord, i give you praise and i thank you that i am in this new convenant.Thank you Jesus that i am RIGHTEOUS in YOU!
In the Name of Jesus,
AMEN!!!
Life after 6 bottles... of diff beer
眼前一片朦朧﹐
自音突然加亮﹐
腦袋有點重﹐
四肢也有稍微的不聽使喚。。。
自音突然加亮﹐
腦袋有點重﹐
四肢也有稍微的不聽使喚。。。
感覺飄飄然﹐ 但意識還是清醒的
這! ...
就是喝多了得症狀。。。
Monday, February 13, 2006
悶。。。門。。。捫。。。悶!!!
Thinking dun seems to be a good hobby after all, it usually ends up putting obstacles between you and the things u wan; stretching it to a farther distance. Arghhh... who was the fellow who told me that i must think long and good and hard before doing anything?!!!
Been meeting up with ppl whom i have not met for long long long time...
ex-classmates, ex-schoolmates, ex-church mates, ex-coworkers... a lot of ex...
(itchy backside... also saw ex bf and wife pic... )
Initially, i am really lamenting abt how ppl had changed... to me they seems to have changed for the better, whereas i am still the same as before... as if time has never left. BUT its already 2006!!! and i am already xx yrs old!!! How can i the same???!!! Failure man...... :*(
Then after meeting up with those ex- so & so, i discovered that i did change...
My brain now seems to function in blank mode, IT's CONSTANTLY BLANK!!!
I really dunno if it’s a good or bad thing, good in a way that i am constantly aware that i cannot handle life alone, and i really need supernatural help. As for the con side (popcorn yr head lah.... its disadvantages lah...), I really feel very helpless, i seem to have lost all abilities to react and the inability to concentrate/focus.
Imagine there is a Surprise birthday party lying in wait for the star, with all of us frens hiding. The moment has come, the door opens and she steps in... Everyone jumps out shouting "Surprise!!!" & "Happy Birthday!" The atmosphere is great! And the highlight of the night is brought out... A superb birthday cake is brightly lit with candle sparkles, everyone starts singing the song of the nite... Then suddenly, "BOOM!" The cake holder trips and fell... smashing the cake onto the ground. Qn: What is your first reaction?
My answer in the past was to rush to the cake holder who tripped and fell to check how she is or start giving orders to turn on the lights. But now... i think i am more like to be dumbfounded on the spot rather than jumping into action, like b4...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I dun like tat.
As i quiet myself down to blog, i suddenly dun understand why i am so bogged down by these... No, i'm NOT getting senile! Have no idea, but the picture became so clear... I'm just worrying... Worrying for things that are not that important, stressing myself out over not meeting the expectations i have on myself?
OH! SO it’s another case of thinking too much?!!
@#$#$%%^$&*)(*&^%$#@
One thing i did learn though, i am helpless to the things to alot of things, 99.99% of everything... There is no answers i can offer to satisfy anyone, with the exception that Jesus is the answer for all your questions and needs... I have zero ability to help anyone, with the exception of offering my silent company. The only thing i can do nowadays is to pray and ask God to intervene...
Hmm... that din sound too bad after all huh?
Been meeting up with ppl whom i have not met for long long long time...
ex-classmates, ex-schoolmates, ex-church mates, ex-coworkers... a lot of ex...
(itchy backside... also saw ex bf and wife pic... )
Initially, i am really lamenting abt how ppl had changed... to me they seems to have changed for the better, whereas i am still the same as before... as if time has never left. BUT its already 2006!!! and i am already xx yrs old!!! How can i the same???!!! Failure man...... :*(
Then after meeting up with those ex- so & so, i discovered that i did change...
My brain now seems to function in blank mode, IT's CONSTANTLY BLANK!!!
I really dunno if it’s a good or bad thing, good in a way that i am constantly aware that i cannot handle life alone, and i really need supernatural help. As for the con side (popcorn yr head lah.... its disadvantages lah...), I really feel very helpless, i seem to have lost all abilities to react and the inability to concentrate/focus.
Imagine there is a Surprise birthday party lying in wait for the star, with all of us frens hiding. The moment has come, the door opens and she steps in... Everyone jumps out shouting "Surprise!!!" & "Happy Birthday!" The atmosphere is great! And the highlight of the night is brought out... A superb birthday cake is brightly lit with candle sparkles, everyone starts singing the song of the nite... Then suddenly, "BOOM!" The cake holder trips and fell... smashing the cake onto the ground. Qn: What is your first reaction?
My answer in the past was to rush to the cake holder who tripped and fell to check how she is or start giving orders to turn on the lights. But now... i think i am more like to be dumbfounded on the spot rather than jumping into action, like b4...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I dun like tat.
As i quiet myself down to blog, i suddenly dun understand why i am so bogged down by these... No, i'm NOT getting senile! Have no idea, but the picture became so clear... I'm just worrying... Worrying for things that are not that important, stressing myself out over not meeting the expectations i have on myself?
OH! SO it’s another case of thinking too much?!!
@#$#$%%^$&*)(*&^%$#@
One thing i did learn though, i am helpless to the things to alot of things, 99.99% of everything... There is no answers i can offer to satisfy anyone, with the exception that Jesus is the answer for all your questions and needs... I have zero ability to help anyone, with the exception of offering my silent company. The only thing i can do nowadays is to pray and ask God to intervene...
Hmm... that din sound too bad after all huh?
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