Things do come around

Although the world is really round, and even if you walk straight back to back with another, so long u persever... u will see the person face to face again...
(Caution: This is a VERY VERY VERY LONG process. DO NOT attempt unless inevitable. ^_^)

Some years back, i had a bad time with a fren... I had no idea why we were shouting at each other, but i do rem that it was i tat was having a bad time... And my tone was really not acceptable, ok... i was in a rage... Anyway, after exchange of heated words in conversation and in sms, we cease to contact. for a period of time the mention of his name will bring fumes to my head.

(Here's abit of history)
To be really frank, he was a nice fellow... know him for quite some time and he managed to swallow all my tantrums and temper... as a fren, think he was the most cham one... cos never of any of my frens ever get tat type of nonsense from me... hahaha... dunno to say he lucky or he unlucky... Usually, after some unhappiness, we will cease to contact and wait for a few more mths he will come and call u again... Like nothing hap, at least he din mention it any more. I never really felt bad abt losing him tis fren, jus felt gulity for treating him "like dirt". Actually, he does irriates me ALOT, yar lah... he din mean it lah.... But i really cannot keep my temper when we hang out. So, i decided its best not to have him as too close a fren, lest he gets "bullied" by me again... So, after tat really big outright exchanges of shouts... i really think tats for the best bah...


Anyway, i got a sms from him today... wow liew... i got a shock man... havent wake up yet some more, but see liao i wake up le...被吓醒了... 见鬼 lor... Think he really bears no grudges and forget wat hap le... again? i dunno leh... i scare lor... cos i feeling guility.... Eeks.... help...

Ps. He really poor thing to have someone like me as a fren...