Work

Hmm... din think that i would be tat disappointed when it comes to my job. In fact, it was on friday that i got alot of positive feedback from my project manager. I believed what she had told me, i see no reason why she was not being honest. I was very encouraged to learnt that she really tot well of me and that i was the candidate for many other projects that she is paving for me to be a part of. I was also alittle taken aback on how much trust she had in me. Though i suspect that it was jus some prep talk, but I was still overwhelm. Most of all, i was grateful. Cos i know such compliments came abt becos of Jesus. Jesus is my covering, all that i did wrong and did bad were covered by him, by his grace.

Today, was a real shock for me; It was no surprise that promotion letters were flying abt , neither was it surprisingly that the wage adjustment is kicking in. The shocker was not that i am not aware that the letters were out, but that someone had gotten a promotion to a managerial grade. Someone whose reputation had been so terrible that frowns or fear were shown when the name has been mentioned. I was really disappointed that i havent heard anything from my mgmt yet. Its an open secret that I am currently underpaid, and i thank GOD that he sustains me financially that i can still be extravagant in my spending.

But my ego/moral/watever is bruised, when i heard tat individual was promoted and i have yet to heard any good news. I took it as the company had felt i was not even worthily on par with tat individual. I told my good fren that i am really feeling "unbalanced"......

Now that i have cooled off, i guess i shldnt be tat dismay after all. With the pay i had been getting for the last 6 yrs, had i any prob? To be frank, whenever i was in need, God provided me with the help i need. I dun need the mgmt to tell me my worth, Jesus sees my worth... and so long Jesus thinks the world of me, i dun have to worry abt any other thing.

I belong to Jesus, and he will take care of me.