extra green ears, blue heart and black faces...

After the last post, i tot my next post would also be one with cheery smilez,
and the scent of joy in the air......

Yup, it was great fun with the presents,
and the story behind it was pretty interesting,
the gers who sent were CHAMPIONS!!! ^_^

I told my mentor the reason for rushing off on the dot from work,
and i promised to show him the stuffs i collected...
But i really did not expect an extra pair of green ears;
Anyway, for the spot of fun, i put it on in the office
and boy was he amused... i guessed i amused myself too...
It was a hard day and the ears did brought in comic relief!

Blue heart; was talking to a fren on msn and she seemed pretty moody...
becos i had to fetch my newly arrived to town colleagues to get water and some food supplies, i had to end the chat abruptly.

I know very very very well she was very upset abt a certain issue,
and i told her that i will call her awhile later when the shops are open,
cos i needed to get the international calling card.
But after a few hrs, the shops are still nt open...
And she called me, the moment i answered the call,
i knew something was wrong!

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Being so far away, i tell myself not to think too much. If i dun see then dun go think and think, but now i dun think i can just push it aside any more......
I felt bad for not able to do anything,
i felt worse that i did not do anything...
Wont ur heart ache if u heard yr fren crying on the phone ?!!

I been telling myself that the best thing,
and the only thing i can do for her is to pray.
But why do i still feel so ............

Black faces; I see it everyday, including in the mirror,
cant help it, maybe becos its been a little stressful...
and i guess its even more stressful when u kept trying to control yrself,
its like a balloon, the more u wanna press down the balloon that is getting bigger,
the more the balloon will burst...
argh... dun like the feeling...

Sigh... sian...

Nvm, later go zzz after finish the report...
TMW IS ANOTHER DAY!
a good one i hope.