Its been a pretty tiring and rough few days,
with the gastric and the insufficent zzz and the weights on my mind...
I'm just glad the weekend is here for me to rest.
With all the pain and discomforts,
i insisted on preparing a farewell dinner for the few closer frens i've made here...
The preparations started abt 1.5 wks ago,
where i think and plan on wat to cook, and wat i can cook without disaster.
The actual food prep started last evening;
marinating all the meat >>> Chicken wings, beef and minced pork
waking up early on a weekend is rare,
but i did jumped out with a limp,
cos the stomach felt like had a knot,
the moment i straight up the pain increase proportionally to the angle and time...
In anyway, got all the stuffs and cooked them...
Glad that they enjoyed the food,
and was very touched that they appreciated it...
Going to miss their company,
this hse will may not have tat many ppl coming over here for dinner again...
Dun wanna think le...
time to go rest me tired body,
bruised knuckles, aching feet, aching neck and shoulders and back...
Nitez!
(ps. now is 3.40am)
*WAVE!~~~*
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007
Waves that beats on the shores endlessly...
I love the beach, to be more exact... i love the sea...
Its mysterious, unpredicable, filled with possiblities and there are loads of things u can do with it. Its calm, yet its undercurrents are like passion that runs deep... Its beyond measure, yet we still try to define it...
But last week, i had a different look at the sea... or rather the waves...
each day, every nite, the waves of the sea beat the shores of the beach,
endlessly... tirelessly...
it does not get bored, it does not stop, and it definitely will not give up.
The waves are like the troubles we have in our lives,
be it the same problems, or new problems
they come for sure, without ceasing without mercy...
Are you tired of it?
i am tired... i really am...
Thats why humans need a saviour,
Thats why i have a saviour!!!
His name is Jesus.
Its mysterious, unpredicable, filled with possiblities and there are loads of things u can do with it. Its calm, yet its undercurrents are like passion that runs deep... Its beyond measure, yet we still try to define it...
But last week, i had a different look at the sea... or rather the waves...
each day, every nite, the waves of the sea beat the shores of the beach,
endlessly... tirelessly...
it does not get bored, it does not stop, and it definitely will not give up.
The waves are like the troubles we have in our lives,
be it the same problems, or new problems
they come for sure, without ceasing without mercy...
Are you tired of it?
i am tired... i really am...
Thats why humans need a saviour,
Thats why i have a saviour!!!
His name is Jesus.
Losting touch... losing sight... losting it?
With all the tiredness and not feeling so well aka headaches/gastrics,
i seems to be comig to blog lesser,
or rather coming online lesser... at least when ppl are ard,
else it would be a 5 - 10mins touch and go,
can barely talk to any of u properly...
I do miss those times where i can jus sit at some cafe with anyone of u,
and then jus staring into space;
simply enjoying the company and occassional exchange of crap.
Slowly, i am learning not to feel lonely bah,
everything i do, wherever i go,
i bring u all with me... er... in tots...
I guess my hsemate is pretty - . -" most of the time,
cos i would say blah blah blah then one of you ppl's name...
hahahah...
Trying to keep up with how all of u are,
dun think i m doing a gd job...
Hope will have some improvement soon,
u all wait and see k ^_^
So losing sight... wat did i lost sight of???
losing sight the reason why i am here...
Of cos there is the working objective element,
and thats not going as smooth as we like it to be,
but... wat to do, i do wat i can and jus let be
Seems like i am slacking here,
all the objectives that i had meted out are slowly fizzing out,
cos also dunno why keep feeling tired,
else is the bloody migraine come back...
That day was in the polyclinic from 0830hrs to 1130hrs,
simply trying to get me something for the pain...
Finally sent me with an ex medication in form of nasal spray...
i am really saving that for the extreme pain bah...
I am beginning to wondering i will return hm and be the same me?
Will i bring anything back to Sg other than the technical training and experience gathering from these mths?
Will i be able to play the guitar properly when i get back?
Will i be able to at least have a proper X conversation with any locals here?
Will i have my stuffs all planned out by my de-posting?
Or is all these another dream that come and go...
and i am back to square 1?
Ps. Wat would u all thing think if i come back sg, quit my job then go do waitressing for a awhile... kekeke then maybe go go pasar malam stall... then i also dunno.... something non technical and wont kill my brain cells de.... ^_^ comments?
i seems to be comig to blog lesser,
or rather coming online lesser... at least when ppl are ard,
else it would be a 5 - 10mins touch and go,
can barely talk to any of u properly...
I do miss those times where i can jus sit at some cafe with anyone of u,
and then jus staring into space;
simply enjoying the company and occassional exchange of crap.
Slowly, i am learning not to feel lonely bah,
everything i do, wherever i go,
i bring u all with me... er... in tots...
I guess my hsemate is pretty - . -" most of the time,
cos i would say blah blah blah then one of you ppl's name...
hahahah...
Trying to keep up with how all of u are,
dun think i m doing a gd job...
Hope will have some improvement soon,
u all wait and see k ^_^
So losing sight... wat did i lost sight of???
losing sight the reason why i am here...
Of cos there is the working objective element,
and thats not going as smooth as we like it to be,
but... wat to do, i do wat i can and jus let be
Seems like i am slacking here,
all the objectives that i had meted out are slowly fizzing out,
cos also dunno why keep feeling tired,
else is the bloody migraine come back...
That day was in the polyclinic from 0830hrs to 1130hrs,
simply trying to get me something for the pain...
Finally sent me with an ex medication in form of nasal spray...
i am really saving that for the extreme pain bah...
I am beginning to wondering i will return hm and be the same me?
Will i bring anything back to Sg other than the technical training and experience gathering from these mths?
Will i be able to play the guitar properly when i get back?
Will i be able to at least have a proper X conversation with any locals here?
Will i have my stuffs all planned out by my de-posting?
Or is all these another dream that come and go...
and i am back to square 1?
Ps. Wat would u all thing think if i come back sg, quit my job then go do waitressing for a awhile... kekeke then maybe go go pasar malam stall... then i also dunno.... something non technical and wont kill my brain cells de.... ^_^ comments?
Monday, July 09, 2007
Visual Frenzy
Its been a drama movie frenzy...
I completed an old tw drama, and Transformer, and quite alot of other variety clips.
Next in the Q is 3 dramas to go...
Actually i dun really like the idea of watching drama,
especially over here where i have to watch it from my lappy,
and i have to make sure i download every eps regularly...
Such chores wears me out, wears my memory out as well...
I dunno why i got myself into the predictment to watch the next 3 serial drama,
but i guess i can always burn them and keep them.
I still prefer to read my books any time! ^_^
My fren asked me to quickly catch the Transformer movie,
cos she wanted to know wat i tot of the show.
And i did, i watched it with my hsemate...
with both of us being born in the same era,
we are v famliar with the cartoon/comic series.
We din really like the movie, here's why :
1) My hsemate thinks its too much like a war film, the feel is similar to Black Hawk Down; And i tot it was a Godzilla or Ultraman type movie.
2) There wasnt much storyline, even there was it was diff from the Transformer cartoon/comic.
3) The Autobots & Decepticons are not nice, the transformation process is not that impressive.
We were disappointed... maybe we expected too much...
We still prefer the last Transformer Movie (cartoon version),
graphics are better and they showed the Transformers we knew when we were kids.
My afterTOTs of the movie was...
There was so much destruction to the city, to the earth.
Even with the battle won, how long will it take to recover if it were to happen in real life?
And if the battle was won by the evil doer, wat good would it be for them, with a half wrecked earth? Wats so good abt ruling the earth, dominate the universe?
So wat if you are rich and powerful? Whats next when u achieve that?
Ppl sacrifice their time away from family to earn $ to give their famliy a better life;
SO wats a better life? To live happily...
But your family are usually more happy when u spend time with them.
The heck with OTs, just do your job when u are suppose to;
Then go enjoy yr family time.
Dun go one big round to get something when its already within yr reach.
I completed an old tw drama, and Transformer, and quite alot of other variety clips.
Next in the Q is 3 dramas to go...
Actually i dun really like the idea of watching drama,
especially over here where i have to watch it from my lappy,
and i have to make sure i download every eps regularly...
Such chores wears me out, wears my memory out as well...
I dunno why i got myself into the predictment to watch the next 3 serial drama,
but i guess i can always burn them and keep them.
I still prefer to read my books any time! ^_^
My fren asked me to quickly catch the Transformer movie,
cos she wanted to know wat i tot of the show.
And i did, i watched it with my hsemate...
with both of us being born in the same era,
we are v famliar with the cartoon/comic series.
We din really like the movie, here's why :
1) My hsemate thinks its too much like a war film, the feel is similar to Black Hawk Down; And i tot it was a Godzilla or Ultraman type movie.
2) There wasnt much storyline, even there was it was diff from the Transformer cartoon/comic.
3) The Autobots & Decepticons are not nice, the transformation process is not that impressive.
We were disappointed... maybe we expected too much...
We still prefer the last Transformer Movie (cartoon version),
graphics are better and they showed the Transformers we knew when we were kids.
My afterTOTs of the movie was...
There was so much destruction to the city, to the earth.
Even with the battle won, how long will it take to recover if it were to happen in real life?
And if the battle was won by the evil doer, wat good would it be for them, with a half wrecked earth? Wats so good abt ruling the earth, dominate the universe?
So wat if you are rich and powerful? Whats next when u achieve that?
Ppl sacrifice their time away from family to earn $ to give their famliy a better life;
SO wats a better life? To live happily...
But your family are usually more happy when u spend time with them.
The heck with OTs, just do your job when u are suppose to;
Then go enjoy yr family time.
Dun go one big round to get something when its already within yr reach.
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