The not so good + the good = i think i am fine now day

 

The not so good:

My fren who eagerly wanted to meet me up after work recently, give me a surprise... she suddenly hi me and ask me to meet her on the same evening... to catch up... so she said...

I happily told my fren how touched i was to hear her remembering wat a "wet time" i had at her wedding luncheon.... (i'll save that story for the time being...)

Then i realised tdy tat she merely wanted to get the red packet which i din manage to pass to her on tat wedding luncheon... (i already say i tell u that story another time...)

i am sad... very  very very sad... not becos she hurt my feelings, but becos ..... yah she hurt my feelings... i'm a jelyfishy k, i'm FRAGILE!

 

The good:

I sent 2 postcards to 2 of my frens form Sydney, becos i know they were sort of in their lull times rite now... and one of them "feedback" to me that she was thrilled and she tear-ed (流泪) as she told me how she cried when she saw the postcard. Cos she realized that i had her on my heart even as i went awy for holiday. Thus, she brought it everywhere with her, showing it off to her colleagues and frens.... i'm really speechless... But it made my day becos it made her day betta.

(I'm gonna mail her a towel next time!)

 

Well, it out of my system now... for good... for every 1 smile or even the sound of it, it erases the sadness out of my memories...

For memories that i cannot erase, i jus leave them aside... there is nothing i can do abt now, maybe it will resolve later when the time comes... though it may hurt more then.