Sunday, November 23, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
November
On November, in the year before last, i was alone... alone and far away from home.
Last November, i just came back to the place i call home.
This very November, this very month, i am standing still .
But where will i be next November?
Where will you be?
( I hope neither of us will be alone ^_^ )
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........
Its NO GOOD! I CANT WORK LIKE TIS!!! NOT IN SUCH A STRESSFUL ENVIRONMENT!!!
I was told by my customers, my users and my dear friends that they saw the very animal which i fear VERY MUCH in the project work site that we are in!!! Their detail and vivid description was not helping me at all.... ahhhhhhhh!!! First, it was THE KINGLY SPECIES!! THEN it is a FREAKING 1.5m long!!! DAMN IT!!!!
YOU VILE CREATURE!!! I CURSE U!!! I CURSE YOU IN THE NAME OF GOD THAT YOU STAY 1KM AWAY FROM ME!!! ANY NEARER TO ME AND YOU BE STIRKE DEAD BY GOD!!! I FORBID YOU TO EVEN APPEAR BEFORE MY EYES!!! YOU VILE CREATURE, BE DEAD AND STAY DEAD AND STILL STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!
Dear God, i thank you that you love me and you know how horrible that creature is. I thank you that i will never get to see it, or hear it; nor will i hear its victim's cries as like what angela has heard the other.
MY DEAREST MOST LOVING GOD, I THANK YOU THAT I WILL NEVER HAVE ANY ENCOUNTER WITH THAT TYPE OF CREATURE EVER... NOT NOW NOT TMW NOT EVER!!! I PRAISE YR NAME AND THE GOOD, FINISHED, COMPLETED WORK OF CHRIST ON THE CROSS! I THANK YOU THAT I ONLY HAVE GOOD FAVOUR AND BLESSINGS, THEREFORE NOT SEEING ANY VILE CREATURES OF ANY SORT EVER!
IN THE MOST POWERFUL, LOVING AND PRECIOUS NAME OF JESUS,
AMEN!!!!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Tracing my steps
I was going thru my old blog post cos i was looking for my "award winning" poem which i had written donkey years ago. Erm... its just something i wrote that gotten everyone's eyebrows raised that's all, not really in some competition or something...
While retracing all the blog posts, i can see the way i write and how i choice to expression my thoughts changed along the way... The early posts where more of agitation and overwhelming feelings, and these feelings were significantly lessen compare to the posts these days... Is this what they call an aging syndrome???
I can recall each incident that source the entries and i even recall the shock i had when i realized someone who knows me is reading this blog... the best thing was... i was the idiot who let loose the URL of this space lor... kekeke... i can recall the "OMG!" expression in my hotel room...i was overseas for work tat time...
hahahaha i seems to have gotten less interesting... in writing and in person... seems to have lost any interest in the human race??? Dun think its a good idea to be unfeeling to this world... i dun like 无所谓,i prefer the 有所谓 的 jelyfishy!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Questions
Where are you? Where were you last year and the year before?
Who are you with? Who were you with last year and the year before?
How are you? How have you been, in last year and the year before?
Why? Why were you here? Why aren't you here ?
Does it matter? Does it matter to me? Does it help? Does it change anything?
............. why am i asking ?
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
What marriage can turn you into and what it will not turn you into...
Marriage would not redeem you from your loneliness, it will not turn the loneliness switch to permanent off; and if you build yr life around yr hubby and expect him to chase all loneliness away and give you 200% support, you'll probably be more disappointed and angry... and so will the other party bah...
Marriage can turn you into a super kan cheong, jumpy woman nervous wreak, as if it came with the title of Mrs So-and-so or Wife of So-and-so. Every little thing will be magnified, and mole hills will be made mountains... The common justification heard is, " Becos i love him too much and he is too impt!" Err.... i think i hear bells... not jungle bells but bells calling out for help from the man.....
Its scary enough that you have to take a big risk and make a choice, which its consequence will bored for the REST OF YOUR LIFE only. And now the freebie of turning into a manic creature, only makes it far more spookier...
To my best buddy:
My dear fren, i think you have a serious case of inferiority; i believe this is the root cause of your anxiety and depression, and its also the key damage factor for the disappointment angry in yr married life and partner. I can pray for you, but i prefer you speak to God yourself. And if you take me as yr fren, i hope the two of you will go see a marriage counsellor. You two do love each other, just that both of you do not understand each other's love language. Go see a marriage counsellor, she will help you to find the translations u need for each other......
Sunday, November 09, 2008
The real Grandma
It was a very long while since the last time a camera appeared to capture a moment of my grandma and me together...... She was shy, but happy and excited abt the camera showing up...
AH MAH! I LOVE YOU!!!
Friday, November 07, 2008
He's just not that into you!
I finished the book in less than 2 hrs, in MacDonald’s over a very late meal. As expected, the write-in entries and the replies by the Greg (male author) were spot-on. However, I did enjoy the honest sarcastic humor of the male author. And I can really feel the exasperations of Liz (the female author) who is in a “love and hate” relationship with this co-worker of hers. kekeke But I do think the “ I think I get it” entries are pretty crap. The work exercises are what I call “AMUSING” I guess the funniest part is the “Things you should have learnt in this chapter…” I can really imagine Greg saying those bulleted points
* GRIN*
Got some after thoughts of the book,
but kana slammed with work to do.
Everyone take 5 now, I brb!!!
SO UNGLAM!!!
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
DIESEL ALL THE WAY!
But even more thanks to you, who pestered me and dragged your tired self to go see and pick it out with me. Lagi more thank you for staying awake staying alive staying long sufferingly at my indecisiciveness.
Think i am really very unused to standing by and doing nothing by watch type of person, a strange awkward feeling simply overwhelms me...... its more like helplessness bah......
In short... thanks you very much. :)
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
羊 Personality
Intelligent with a mind for business. She has artistic inclination who tend to be pessimistic. Good natured and generous but can be undisciplined and irresponsible. May have somewhat antisocial tendencies. The Sheep is also indecisive and too passive. Yet she has fantastic luck in her life.
This is the most feminine sign of the zodiac. A person of the Goat year is called the Good Samaritan of the cycle. He is righteous, sincere and easily taken in by sob stories. He is likely to be mild-mannered, even shy. At his best, he is artistic, fashionable and a creative worker. At his worst, he tends to be easily overcome by his emotions, pessimistic and withdrawn.
The Goat is known for his gentle and compassionate ways. He can forgive easily and be understanding about others faults. He dislikes strict schedules and cannot take too much discipline or criticism. Fond of children and animals, he is close to nature and a general homebody. The Goat is apt to mother or even smother the objects of his affections.
He is possessed by varying moods and finds it impossible to work under pressure. He also finds it difficult to be objective.
The Goat likes: Pleasure, Culture, Harmony, Space, Literature, Quiet, Freedom and Wit
The Goat dislikes: Noise, War, Paperwork, Beggar, Politics, Bills and Inelegance. Compatible Animals: Rabbit, Horse, Pig
Monday, November 03, 2008
Love is worth fighting for
Love is not a place, to come and go as we please, it is a house we enter in, and then commit to never leave......
Love is a shelter in a raging storm; Love is peace in a middle of a war, and if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door. No, love is NOT a fight! But its something worth fighting for.
I will fight for you!
Would you fight for me?
It’s worth fighting for.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Belated birthday breakfast
OK, so it din turn out as how i had wanted it too... things happens... Remember Murphy? GRIN :X
This plate is for me... of course nt enuff... took MORE babe carrots and shred hams...... din taste bad kekeke
This is my sis's portion... see how "generous" and colorful?!!
Happy Birthday Miss Lim Ting Fang! Belated one some more... Thank you for the excitement "terror" for the past 28 yrs!!!
Love you! Bless you! Hug you!!! :)
BIG CAR DAY!!!
The Toyota Vios rental was recalled for servicing by the car rental company for a day, and this was the nice replacement. Cool car with great height and view for controls, but vehicle too heavy for handling. Fuel consumption is another issue for economical sense.