Looking thru the blog posts of 2008, i find lots of rubbish leh... Most of posts were some crap analysis, while others are lyrics, and then there were plenty of meaningless pictures... what in the world was i doing in 2008.
In 2007, i wanted to know my gifts and talents, and i had wanted to use them... exploit them for the Lord. At the end of that year, i did find the answers. In 2008, i wanted to put these gifts and talents to work. But i dont think i did... My guitar was half learnt, i din attend care grp for a long time and i was no longer attending services regularly...
Nevertheless, i will to try to complete the things which i had not in 2008. Learning guitar is something like a never ending process, so this time round i have challenged myself to have an "examination" I will have to take to my care grp leader about it first though... but i think he will support me.
Last sunday i met many ppl from my care grp, and from each of them were the same words, "What happened to you?!! You disappeared suddenly..???" For the thousand and one times sake, it was not because of the split in care grp. It was simply me not able to relate to anyone in the care grp bah... Anyway, will be meeting up ex care grp leader soon... maybe will meet up with current leader as well...
I guess i'm just more excited abt meeting Yun jie, and all the ex TC-ians... Well, other than catching up, i do have an agenda... i need to talk to someone, and hopefully Yun jie and Laura will have answers for me... they were the big sisters who had saw me thru each and every event in C.O.S, they can help me to resolve the 2nd knot that i have.
After resolving the knots, i guess it will be full steam ahead for me on my career change :) I think my interest is still in working with people... i prefer to work alongside people than being in front or behind them... My young time dream to go on a mission trip in Vietnam may very well about to come true in this year?
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