My reply to Substation

Good day!

My apologies on a day's late reply to your email, i felt that i had to show some sincerity and responsibility to honestly ponder and answer your questions,
thus the delay.

I first heard of Substation was many years ago, when my school had participated in a theatric and stage management course. Although i can no longer remember the people i met, but the impression of wanting to be involve with theatric works was strong. On seeing the hiring ad, i thought it would be good to revive some of the childhood dream to be part of the Substation. I do understand that the Substation is beyond theatre works, and i felt that it is a good opportunity to get introduced into Arts and learn new things in a all new arena.

It has always been in my plans to move on from an engineering scope of work, to a more people oriented position. Generally, i love to do aliasing and coordination works, meeting different people and getting to know them and their needs. I do not have any academical knowledge or experience in marketing, but i have 101% commitment to give, especially when my passion meeting new challenges to overcome.

Thank you for the heads up on the salary, to be real frank, i had expected a pay cut but not that low though. Nevertheless, i say to you, tell me what can i do help make that change sooner. :) I would love the chance to make a difference.

Have a good week ahead!

Cheerz,
June Lim.

Shit happens

As i ponder over my day of not so ideal events, the term "shit happens" came...

The unbearable noise of renovations and drilling that will drive u nuts is more than enuff to make u want to check into MIH on yr own. Following with a series of places u had to try before finding a place to rest yr feets and drink some water and yet not being able to do anything. I shall rem to charge my lappy everyday, @ least i can go library for wireless SG; all power points are hogged by ppl in starbucks or any place with decent table and chairs. Then coming home to find the $3k+ lappy be stuck in a endless loop of startup and black screen is like the toppings of a very bad cake...
BUT STILL! I dun think these are shits... jus unpleasant experiences...

Besides, shitting shld be a daily thing, so shit happens... well... daily!

:X

Desktop

The world is like yr user desktop,
when in e hands of evil
dun think w world can b any where beautiful.

In yr hands, u call e shots.

收回！

把眼泪收回！一点眼泪也不许掉，不许滴！

不是骄傲，不是坚强， 什么也不是

我承认我并不是什么好人， 我只是一个骨子里 暗地里莫名的倔强

有什么时候眼泪能解决得了问题？

没有！最后只有两个选择：

1。 翻脸到底就为一口气，为她误会我而道歉

2。 和以往一样 若无其事地让它过去， 当从来也没发生过；把那口冤气当药吞回去

我一直在想，如果我自私一点，可能这一切就不会发生的；

至少不会让我看到他掉眼泪，也更不会是我惹她生气

好心做坏事好像是我的“特色”， 一个挥不掉 赶不去的 “特色”

不完美的人生 我理解 也尽力完美化

我真的有很尽力， 不论是自己或是身边的人，我能给的我都给了

真的。。。 我也已经空了

现在，我只剩不服输的倔强

所以，更加不能掉泪。。。 一定要把眼泪收回去！

damn… my Chinese suck…

当事者和旁观者本来就不一样，看到的感受的迷惑的都有一定的差别，所以当自己从当事者的身份被调换成旁观者时 会一再的提醒自己把那张嘴管好。可是，有时候真的替对方紧张到非跳出来不可。。。

她一直在转牛角尖，一直在圆圈里绕；像是被蒙上了双眼底一直走。明明就可以把眼罩拿掉， 但嘴里一直在念没有光看不见。。。

而你

今天又掉眼泪了，你哭着说你没有办法相信“爱”了，因为上一段感情失败也述说了你的失败。。。 更证明了“爱”这东西是假象。

我问你：一段感情，爱情只需要一个人 就能秤的起来吗？

Example: A relationship is like a car, and love is like the fuel. Going into a relationship is like getting into a car, and hoping to progress to a different place. But for the car to move, fuel is required. The max capacity each of you is able to carry is only 100%, and the car has a fuel requirement of 200%. If only 1 of you is give your all to the car/relationship, the car can only move that far. And soon you find both the car & yrself no longer have any fuel left for either.

If both parties are giving their 100%, and still the car is not moving, it only means that either the car/relationship is faulty, or the type of fuel from either party is not correct. A car with fuel mixed with petrol and diesel will die eventually, not becos the fuel is a myth, but becos of incompatibility.

U cannot say blame the fuel if the car is not working the way you want ah!

 

And there is you, stop complaining about the government, complaining about your friends, about company, can u stop short yr gap for 1 min? So all your options are shit, still… u made the choice to stay put so shut up and think wat u want, then go find ways to get wat u wan. Here’s a tip, complaining doesnt help u get what u want; State yr requests to the right person and work it out lor! At the rate you going, u’r heading for doom!

 

Damn… my English sucks too…..