HOME! A place more than a roof over my head, shelter from sun & rain. Its also a place where I have taken for granted. A house with beings that I love, a place where I can hide in and shut the world out... But also a cage for the creature call ME.
Been informed that I will be going on a biz trip for a mth or so, though I wont be going alone, but the company isnt really something that I am looking forward to either. The allowance and benefits are not luring, but I still have to go cos ITS MY JOB.
I'm really fine with the travelling, cos I have been wanting to find out if I can survive alone in this world and this opportunity is here to simulate tat. I guess I can, but I wouldnt want to... Its so lonely, so lonely that I can somehow understand why ppl would get depress and commit suicide. I know I wont do tat, cos I dun think I have the guts to. But depression really sets in when u are alone... its unbearably painful to see time jus sweep and not being able to do anything.
no idea wat rubbish i am writing also... read and forget oki....
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