Monday, April 30, 2007

PEKCHEK!!! >:<

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!

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Cant take it any more, since i cannot talk abt my work, then i shall talk i codes... Those above are not vuglarities k, its jus that alot of thing build up in me and i have no one to tell, cannot tell anyone also... pekchek with everything... the work the ppl... such disappointment!!!

Think i feel abit better now. :~(

Sunday, April 29, 2007

All grown up

Once upon a time i joined a tution centre, becos my frens were all there and it was fun hanging out together even in the weekends. Then we got to know tis tutor, and as the story goes, we the funloving bunch got along well with her. She was different, and we all enjoyed the time in her class. i cant rem how it evolve to the stage where we all had gatherings every now and then, rem in contact and etc etc etc...

I cant rem how long ago was the last gathering we had, but it was definitely more than 365 days ago. We tried to have a gathering annually, but somehow we all din make it last yr and this yr was a disaster cos i had to fly off the nite b4 the gathering. So i missed it and not many made it either.

But all in God's grace, she is here on this land where i am now. We gotten in touch and met up for dinner last nite. It was so strange; we din get a chance to meet up in Sg, but we met up and caught up here. I guess i gotten to know her alittle better, cos i nv realli like to ask abt ppl's job unless they share with me; Partially becos i dun like to talk abt my work.

As the saying goes, once a teacher, always a teacher... Till date i believe all of us still regard her as our teacher, not only in maths but also in approaching life and handling our careers. Even in addressing her, there are still many of us referring her as the tution teacher... including out families... *grin*

Each meeting up with her will always provoked me to think abt certain matters, this and that and etc... The same happened last nite. As i mentioned, i frequently have dreams since i came here to work. And last nite, after the dinner with the tots in my mind, something is clicking on the inside and i did dream... The only thing is i dun rem it.

But I do know one thing; with me yelling and screaming that i do not know wat i want, i do know wat i want and unconciously i am heading in that direction... jus that the course set is all deformed. Though my paths is all over the place, but when i look back... God has been pulling me back to track when i strayed too far off, even as i do not know wat i wan conciously, i rest in the comfort that the Holy Spirit is sterring me. ^_^

Thank you Lord!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

S.H.E Fan

Ok... i admit, i really have to admit the fact that i am a S.H.E fan......

I tot that after some time, i would cool off from them,after all they are a phase of something different or excitement from having a grp of ppl with the same interest; just that this interest is a grp of 3 gals. But my mood and temper been pretty low and fast and sensitive since i saw the not-so-ideal issue. And tdy had been pretty uncool, cos of some minor mishaps, but it still bothered me enuff to lost my temper momentarily at the ppl ard. Dunno wat they think, but i guess its not someting good bah...

Anyway, coming hm tdy, i cannot resist, but look forward to see S.H.E's latest enews special. Thanks to frens who keep me updated and provided these clips for me to view, cos they provide instant remedies to me. Watching them on enews reminds me why i liked they so much, that i m willing to fork $ to support them, buying their albums. They bring me momentarily joy and laffs in those short clips, and lifts the heavy / moody spirit.

I know that the truth and true resolution is God and His word and... u know u know... But i believe that they are also God sent, to help the world in the worldly and temporaily joy. Cos after being so high on them, there's always an end to that high... and that drop and difference is equally depressing. ^_^

S.H.E is cool! But God rules!!!

Friday, April 20, 2007

Good news...

Good news #1:
I m whole again... no longer sick, whole enuff to go to the beach to have some fun!

Good news #2:
We no longer have to move, we are no longer hse-less from july 2007 onwards!!! Initially, the landlord wanted us to move out in july, and it is really a bad thing. Becos, july is the start of summer here, and that would mean all the apartments here are asking for higher rents... i heard from the oldies here that its common that the apartments here cost double the rent when come to summer. So, THANK GOD!!!

This is one great news; actually... when i heard that we had to find another place to stay, i prayed to the Lord that be it that He can help us to stay put where we are, or may He re-locate us to a bigger better apartment. And before we got tis news yesterday abt no need to move, we were offered a bigger apartment with a slightly higher rent and in the same area where we are staying now... So God is GOOD!!! He gave us option to stay or to move, no longer at the mercy of the landlord, but we can choose!!!

As u all know, the two of us are quite lazy ppl... moving hse would mean have to pack and unpack and move and etc... so tiring rite... then going to have another hsewarming party?!?!??! no way!!! too tiring!!! Especially now that there's only 2 of us, rather than the 3... So... WE ARE COOL!!!

Thank you Jesus!!!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

病了

昨天和今天的我病了;
最讨厌工作没做完的我,竟然在下午两点多落跑了。
原本已为自己可以忍耐到工作完毕为止,
但试验一直拖到一点多才开始。。。

中午看到跟闻到食物的味道时,
我真的不行了, 让我反胃到一个不行。
就告知大家我先了。

就这样,我带着罪恶感回家了。

到了旁晚七点多吧,
我没办法要出外去接载一位没有驾照的人兄,
在我迷迷糊糊当中又接到一通电话,
还以为是催促我的电话。。。

原来是在地的工作伙伴, 打来慰问我的状况。
他的英语真的有点含糊不清,
让我在放下电话的几秒前才发觉,
他是打来关心的,而不是为了公事。

有点不好意思。。。 因为我一直在聊公事。
但放下电话后, 真的有感动。。。

朋友, 谢了。 ^_^

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

RESIGNATION

RESIGNATION

I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hotsummer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset.

I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I want to live simple again. I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip, illness, and loss of loved ones. I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.

So . . . here's my checkbook and my car keys, my credit card bills and my 401K statements.

I am officially resigning from adulthood. And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first, cause........
















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Sunday, April 15, 2007

Presenting BoxBox & BoiBoi

After getting boxbox, it seemed lonely...
So i decided to get him some company...
Then there u have it... BoxBox & BoiBoi...
See they so cute....
awww~~~~~~~



Misc Pics II

Din noe i got so many misc pics sia...

1. Donations from ppl who went back to Sg


2. I'm so proud of my beverage drawer... took me sometime to oragnize it.



3. Trying to capture sunset in my car's side mirror...


4. Tonite's dinner - Fried Brocolis with carrots and button mushrooms, homemade charsiew and chinese cabbage soup.


Saturday, April 14, 2007

Have You Taken Your Love Break Today?

These few days i been really cranky, i dunno if its the nt enuff zzz, or if its the disappointment i see in ppl, or watever... bottom line was i was feeling lousy. It came on and of, and on and off... when u think u got over 1 hurdle, another came... its jus wearing me out.

God always comes in timely and has the most soothing words, and this time is no difference. ^_^ Its been some time since i read the daily devotions i subscription from my church's webby,
and one came at the rite time with the right words.

Here's some extracts that i like to share with u:

In the workplace, it is common to take coffee breaks, lunch breaks, tea breaks and especially toilet breaks. Why not do the same in your spiritual life — take time out for love breaks?

What is a love break? It is the time you take to enjoy and feed on the love of Jesus for you. At any time during the day, wherever you are, find a quiet spot and feed on the love of Jesus. Just sit down and talk to Him. Say to Him, “Thank You, Jesus, for loving me. Nothing is going to happen to me that You don’t already know. Jesus, when I could not save myself, You died for me. You gave up Your life for me. What else will You not do for me!”

During the day, when you are hard at work, when busyness sets in, when problems pile up or when discouragement comes, just stop everything and take a love break with Jesus! Let Jesus love you. Let yourself enjoy being loved by Him. Lean on His bosom, abide in His love and be nourished by His love for you!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

More Breakfast Bears!


One bear v lonely...



Then there was 2...



Finally there were 3...


And they all had fun!


Misc Pics

Found some pics in my PDA that i had forgotten to blog abt or show to someone...

My new wine opener!!!
Nice and green!
^_^


Recently rx a parcel from my beloved sis,
see how much goodies she got for me...
Thanks sis! Love ya!!!

With so much goodies,
i decided to cook some jap curry to share with my hsemate...
See i so nice...
Also see the nice green broccoli!


Oh ya... when everyone left for home,
they donated lotsa of stuffs to us...
See the amt of oil, soya sauce, sugar, salt and other stuffs they gave us!

Lotsa canned food too!

Drawer full of pasta and ready make seasoning sauces.

This is the TeleCard that someone recommend,
its said to be good and cheap to use if u wanna call me.
^_^


Lastly, tis is the meow meow saying good bye!









Sunday, April 08, 2007

I dun think tis test is accurate...

The Try Anything Type

You're an exciting and excitable type who truly believes that variety is the spice of life. Routine is not your cup of tea. You savour adventure and relish the impromptu.
Nothing thrills you more than a buffet of choices, be they recreational, professional or gastronomical. You love to wander down an avenue of street fare and sample whatever entices you. If dessert comes before appetizers, no problem!
Would you try choc-coated witchety grubs? In a heartbeat!The opposite sex often finds your devil-may-care approach truly delicious. You'll try anything once, whether it's the fieriest salsa or salsa dancing. At the smorgasbord of life, you tend to gravitate towards the heady delights of the unknown.

Monday, April 02, 2007

The Passover

This whole travelling thing has definitely shown me a lot of things. Seeing new things, meeting ppl, exposed to different environment and stuffs are wat u get. One of the best is to make acquaintance with different ppl, for ppl like us, the main races we know are the Chinese, Malays, Indians and Eurasians... But recently, i have the chance to meet ppl of a different race, from our everyday lives. And they are the Jews, they are the much read abt ppl in the bible, but i have nv made any acquaintance b4.

An opportunity came up for me to befriended ppl of the Jewish blood. And these nice ppl actually invited my fren and i to their Passover celebration.

* Time out - Passover is a memorial event of God delivering the Israelis from slavery in Egypt; Signs and wonders were performed in that time, by Moses, to the Pharaoh, in persuasion to release the Israelis. The last of the signs was the death of all first born in the land of Egypt, and God told his ppl to kill a lamb, and paint their doorposts with its blood. And the spirit of death will Passover the households with blood to other homes.*

To commemorate this release from slavery and the Passover of the spirit of death, the Jews have certain observance and practices that will last abt a week. Before the first day of Passover, all Jewish households have to get ride of all products made with yeast. So it means they will have to get rid of all their bread in the hse, unless its the unleavened bread.

On the first day of Passover, they will have a family dinner where a long table will be set for ALL family members to sit and dine together. Its something like the Chinese reunion dinner, its very elaborated & definitely a WOW factor for me when i stepped into their dinning area.

They also have a booklet, a guide on how the Passover is to be carried out. The nice ppl gave me one to bring back for memorial, and like a curious kitten, i took it and was quite fascinated by it. Everything in it, the instructions were precise and specific. The Jews are definitely detailed ppl, with much self discipline.

I dun think i be going into the details of the dinner, but i can tell u that the whole dinner, in its fast forward pace took 4 hrs to complete. It was a 3 course dinner; 1st course was mainly the fish dish, there was the fish cooked in 2 different ways. 2nd course was the meat dish, which were the chicken & ox tongue thingy. 3rd and last course was the dessert, which had lotsa of cakes & cookies, ice cream and pudding. Other than these dishes, there were the tapas and mini diff salads... and of cos not forgetting all the wine...

Believe me, it was a jaw dropping view… we were definitely stunned!

Eat bears for breakfast!~

Wanna eat a bear?!!!
With this!!!
U can eat bears for breakfast!


Ermm... frying skills not good...
Tmw i will try make pancake bears and see how it goes...



(Ps. Moral of story is... when one is too bored... anything haps!)

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Ask my god?

Tdy my fren post a good question to me,
he ask me why i never ask my god abt BGR,
Why i nv ask him abt me bf...

I also dunno leh...
actually i also dunno how to answer him.
Why huh?

But then... why ask???

Ok, last time got ask b4 lah,
end up the answer no good...

okok... its like tat de...

Tat time got tis bf,
then first thing i do is ask God ,
then God say he no good,
shldnt be with him.

Then the usual happen lor,
cry and cry and cry...
end up nv leave him.
And true enuff, he was a jerk...
And I only discovered his fox tail in Dec 2005.

Hmm... asking God abt these stuffs are quite scary,
cos wat if its another bad apple...
(kekeke nt saying u, the male apple or u the female apple...)
okok... bad choice...
and u happen to like tat bad choice...
HOW?

oki... side track le...

Anyway, u have my answer now.

Quiet days have began

Hmm... since everyone depart / depost for Sg,
its has been pretty quiet... v quiet...

Though i dun really hit off well with the rest of the gang,
but then its still alittle demoralizing to see no one is ard,
no one else but us 2 staying put.

Feels like being abandon, no mood to work.

Thank God for my mentor,
really nice guy wor......
Everyone morning, if he dun see my smile,
he will ask me wats wrong,
or will ask, "where's my smile? Smile pls?"
Cool guy, cool mentor!

Oh man... hope i go hm soon...
I miss wanton mee,
I miss my mummy... dun she dun seems to miss me...
(all becos of sg drama lah... take away her attention from me... grrr...)

aiya... think got nothing to complain...
see!!! even now got nothing to complain abt...
argh!!! nothing to say, no comments,
NOT EVEN COMPLAIN?!!!
Eeks! no wonder i am bored....

Time to go play neopets again...
bye.