All grown up

Once upon a time i joined a tution centre, becos my frens were all there and it was fun hanging out together even in the weekends. Then we got to know tis tutor, and as the story goes, we the funloving bunch got along well with her. She was different, and we all enjoyed the time in her class. i cant rem how it evolve to the stage where we all had gatherings every now and then, rem in contact and etc etc etc...

I cant rem how long ago was the last gathering we had, but it was definitely more than 365 days ago. We tried to have a gathering annually, but somehow we all din make it last yr and this yr was a disaster cos i had to fly off the nite b4 the gathering. So i missed it and not many made it either.

But all in God's grace, she is here on this land where i am now. We gotten in touch and met up for dinner last nite. It was so strange; we din get a chance to meet up in Sg, but we met up and caught up here. I guess i gotten to know her alittle better, cos i nv realli like to ask abt ppl's job unless they share with me; Partially becos i dun like to talk abt my work.

As the saying goes, once a teacher, always a teacher... Till date i believe all of us still regard her as our teacher, not only in maths but also in approaching life and handling our careers. Even in addressing her, there are still many of us referring her as the tution teacher... including out families... *grin*

Each meeting up with her will always provoked me to think abt certain matters, this and that and etc... The same happened last nite. As i mentioned, i frequently have dreams since i came here to work. And last nite, after the dinner with the tots in my mind, something is clicking on the inside and i did dream... The only thing is i dun rem it.

But I do know one thing; with me yelling and screaming that i do not know wat i want, i do know wat i want and unconciously i am heading in that direction... jus that the course set is all deformed. Though my paths is all over the place, but when i look back... God has been pulling me back to track when i strayed too far off, even as i do not know wat i wan conciously, i rest in the comfort that the Holy Spirit is sterring me. ^_^

Thank you Lord!