One of my greatest joy, was the excitement i had @ the end of 2008, and the beginning of 2009; where much anticipation of good change...
Another overwhelming joy was from my best friend, who ended their 12yrs long of relationship in matrimony... where now, she takes it her first priority to marry me off as well... forming the awsome trio "tai tai" grp... (argh)
Within 2 weeks, was the demise of my grandma... it was a news which i dreaded, since the day i had left to work overseas. I blamed myself for many things, but none of it changed anything. This is one blow that had me sprawling on the ground still... The disappointments that came after, only left anger in me... and all my family can see in me, is anger.
After 3 brief weeks, i left my company... a job which i had loved and gave all for the past 8yrs and 5 mths. The sad truth for leaving was, i couldnt stand the job any longer... Each morning was a dread for the last 2 yrs... Its time something is to be done.
Its scary; to step out of something so familiar, where you think yr capabilities are... Especially when the recent events had not been a smooth passage. I hadnt had a change to think, rather... i refused to start thinking... i have this plan, but i dun seems to like this plan... but its the only plan i have...
God will lead... rite?
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