Time is an associate which i can never really tell if its a friend or foe, a companion that one can never shake off but altogether unfeeling and cold… Its like having someone walking with you, but yet this person does not slow down or stop when you take a fall or collapsed. Often we find ourselves chasing after time as soon as when we gained our consciousness, or regained “sight”
These days, since back from Thailand, i have been bumming around grumpily… Unable to confirm or even plan, left me frustrated. And now here i am, suddenly awaken to find that time is so far ahead of me…
- Room – unpacked… still too much to not throw…
- Flights – booked… 5th for BKK and 8th for Hanoi…
- Hanoi – duration unknown… 1 mth tentative…
- US – Not sure if still going, or if i still wanna go…
- Luggage – unpacked… cos dunno how to pack for a trip that has no duration and destination…
Still… i look forward to God’s plan… what seems impossible for me now, will be his job to bring it to pass. He knows the thing in my heart, and he knows i dun have the heart to do it… too afraid to even mention abt it to anyone at all… My fren, wait with me ok… allow me to bring u good news, good testimony.
Ps. Still very upset and angry and hurt that my mum STILL thinks that i going Vietnam is for fun… argh! my mum leh! :( sigh…
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