有陰影的地方，必定有光。
如同最漫長苦澀的想念，必定是因為最無限美麗的回憶。
也許沒有一個人，可以陪你到世界的盡頭。
但回憶，可以永遠擁有，
一如星空，
無論何時，你只需抬頭。

莫名其妙的我

阿嬤打來，聲音很擔心地問媽媽回來了嗎。。。放了電話我就哭了。

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You are an S - Steady person.

 

Steady people desire to keep their environment from changing. They have a consistent work performance. They accommodate others. They get along well with others because they are flexible in their attitude. They may not say anything if they disagree just to keep peace, however they seem to find a way to get what they want. They are moderate and controlled. They are modest. They like to help others, make good counselors and are great listeners. They can speak on an intellectual level and prefer quiet discussions with one or two people. They build close relationships with a small group of friends. They like to maintain familiar and predictable patterns. They are consistent in accomplishing work. If they receive appreciation, they maintain a high level of performance. They may need help when starting a new project. They like to feel comfortable with anything new before actually starting it. They enjoy something in writing so they can refer to it. They ask, they don't tell. They want answers to their "HOW" and "WHEN" questions.

KTV傳奇--19(陳珊妮+陳建騏)

我們偶爾想為心裡在意的人，做些不經意的小事，偷偷送他一首歌。要是那些唱不上的高音，和追不上的情人同樣令你膽怯，約他去KT­V唱首歌吧！
放下你的矜持和害羞吧，因為最重要的只是那份體貼和心意...

最后一次

香格里拉

漸漸

原來放手一搏是
那麼的不確定
那麼地不安安
那麼捉摸不定。。。

當你做好準備時，
一切好像是風平浪靜，
小蛋糕一塊。。。
但你放下防備時，
洶湧而來的一切 讓你防不勝防
在那一刻
你會恍然大悟 你會發現
無論多少準備
都不足以你面對這種場面

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SLEEP…

Sleep is like a virtual journey; before you drift into it, you are on your bed in your home… The moment you close your eyes, you are teleported to where your mind brings you… It like you have been beamed out of your body into somewhere your unconscious mind committee decides to place you…

You can bring nothing in or anything out… with bare hands you enter, and with bare hands you leave… you only have what your mind has been impressed with… and most of these times, you find that they are lost as the journey ends… with no re-collection of how or any remembrance at all…

I usually lost my anger in my sleep… though i never enter sleep while in anger, but i may enter with regret, guilt, disappointments or even high spirited optimism… it usually gets misplaced when i awake… The most recent encounter of mine was a fearless spirit that was going to shake grounds and conquer the world… but i had awoken to laughed at myself… for being silly and impractical… doesn't it sound sad?

I understand that there are good and bad here… its just the unsure me speaking rite now…

Someone Is Praying for You

When it seems that you've prayed 'til your strength is all gone,
and your tears fall like raindrops all day long
Jesus cares and He knows just how much you can bear
He'll speak your name to someone in prayer
Have the clouds 'round you gathered in the midst of a storm
Is your ship tossed and battered Are you weary and worn
Don't lose hope someone's praying for you this very day
And peace be still is already on the way
Someone is praying for you
someone is praying for you
And when it seems you're all alone, and your heart would break in two
remember someone is praying for you.

La La Land…

“The question isnt whether its true,
the question is if its working for you …”

This is the first two lines of a song by All Star United, and even though i love their songs, it didn't leave any mind blowing impressions those days where i listen to the CD over and over again…

But this time round, it did…
The songs i dug out, used to be my fav cos they sound alit retro billy bomber style type of music…

The moment i played the song again, these lyrics came to me like a tidal wave hitting the shores… so refreshing and so unforgettable!

Someone once said that i have been too obsessed with trying to do things the right way, the correct way…

But now it suddenly dawned one me, if its working for me…
Facts will be facts and the only reason why i want it right becos i want it to work for me…

Well if it doesn't, then what purpose does it serve me now?

So i ask thee again:

“THE QUESTION ISNT WHETHER ITS TRUE,
THE QUESTION IS IF ITS WORKING FOR YOU???”

小孩子

我们常常抱怨 在父母的眼里 自己永远都是个小孩子，
但是我们也常常享受着扮演着那爸妈眼里永远的小孩子！

我们时不时会向自己的爸爸妈妈撒娇，
享受着他们的爱护，
享受着他们给与我们的温暖拥抱，
享受着他们给与我们的一切！

Hmm...???

Sometimes i wonder if anyone believed me on my thoughts, feeling or even my perspectives...
I seldom have the need for ppl to agree with on issues that are impt to me,
but if that competitiveness is aroused then the debator looking for fun is all out ... Unleashed!

But i do have to admit that it has MIA over the last dunno how many years...
From the time i was so upset and confined to Enoch that i shall stop speaking.
Though from his lips came the sweetest thing,
"It will be the world's loss if u hold yr words"...
But it did not stopped me from proceeding so...
Nvm... that's besides the point...

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疗伤

疗伤有时候像是在伤口上撒盐;
听来残忍无比 相似被折磨般的酷刑,
但又有谁知道伤口抹盐有益于消毒 ?
并有助于愈合那伤到不能伤的伤口 ?

五月天-溫柔(live版)

人类说简单， 不简单！

作为人类的一分子，对于自己也很迷惑。。。

一时 我们可以英勇奋战，赴汤蹈火 两肋插刀 在所不辞！
但下一秒，可以被琐碎的小事而尖叫不已。。。

试着相像这个画面。。。
有一位英勇豪杰，不只战胜了东海龙王 还将它驯服了
村里的人也因此设宴十天十夜，就为凯旋归来的大英雄。

但是，当他一踏进村里。。。
便看到一只飞行式的蟑螂正奔向他，
而他当场被吓得三魂不见七魄，
惊吓得整整好几天才能把心跳抚平下来！

这故事是夸张了一点。。。
对，我不是一位屠龙英雄
但我此时脑海里的画面，就是如此！

不然，我只有一个结论！

那就是。。。
我根本就不勇敢！
其实自己的内心根本一点勇气也没有，
这一切的一切都只是一场烟雾弹，
一场骗了别人 也骗了自己的烟雾弹！

仔细想想，
过去所谓的勇气啊 勇敢啊
好像都不是我的。。。
常常挂在我身上的胆
大部分是跟上帝借的，
其余就应该属于冲动和无知了吧！

至少，我是这样想的吧。。。

大多的人看到我，以为我就是那么勇敢无敌
就因为这样，大家对我的期许也就是这样。。。
渐渐的 我对自己的期许也变得跟大家一样了

大家，对不起了。。。
我并无以欺骗你们，
因为我也被骗了，
这场误会可说是误会大了！

到底是我骗了你们，
还是你们骗了我，
还是我骗了我自己
我看 也不重要了
我们就重新开始吧

你说好吗？

^ _ ^

今早

今天天气不错哦，
虽然有乌云, 但还是始终无法阻挡照耀光明温暖人心的阳光!
尽管乌云再多，或气候再怎么恶劣，
太阳和蓝天始终没离开过!
就如我们眼前正被莫事挑战着，
就像那乌云暂时遮掩着太阳和蓝天一样,
事件 心情都会过去，
只要相信，不放弃，
我们始终还是会幸福，还是会快乐!

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I want it back…

I used to really hate the advert on the cable, the one that kept singing “Love life…Love yr life…” its really something that annoyed me to the core with a literal intense hatred…

And today, i sat here thinking… and thinking… and thinking… i decided that i want it back… i want to be happy, and i want to do the things i like and not be restricted by time or by what i can or cannot, what i should or should not… Stacy is right, with proper planning, anything is possible… almost anything but not everything… BUT STILL.. its ALMOST…

I want to do my reading again, i want to read both english and chinese, i want to read novels and non-fictions, no more silly thinking that with the little time i have i should spend it on something “better”.

I want to try to spill my guts again, i want to find my humor again, i want to find my perspectives again, i want to not be afraid to know what i want without fearing that i will not have a shot at it…

I want to take up ukulele without the guilt of already spend the x amount of $ on guitar lessons, i want to go to cafes and sit there and stare into space with my mind spinning stories or ideas…

I WANT TO BE ALIVE AGAIN!!!

*Not sure if its the caffeine giving me this rush of adrenaline, but i like to say … I LOVE MY VANILLA LATTE WITH CINAMMON!!! :P

And i also want to say…

…

…

…

I love you.

变。。。 变？ 变！

有人说过 “有变化 才有成长，有进步”

这让我一度觉得我不可以一天到晚都一样！                                       
但后来觉得好像也不是这样吧。。。

其实我也发现，一成不变的生活已没有那么可怕。。。                      
在某种程度上，它也有自己的安全感

这两年来，应该是我人生中最短的时间里变化地最多的一次吧

因为辞去了长达八年半快要九年的工作，开始了我不一样的人生；      
也可以算是有一点点预料到的选哲。。。

朋友也说我变了很多，有变好的也有变不太好的

人事物和环境会不停地改变，让我有种喘不过气来的压迫感，让我身心都精疲力尽。。。
我真得有点跟不上，有点想放弃了

现在，只能一步一步来。。。虽然我不喜欢计划，计划也不太喜欢我；
但我的每一天好像是在跟着一个蓝图走着。。。

最美妙的是，上帝又在疼爱 照顾我这没用的东西。。。
真的除了耶稣的恩典，我再也想不到任何理由或解释了！

感谢上帝！

Dinner tonight

It was great having some company tonight, it was even better that these were some of my fav ppl to hang out and chill out with, even though we may not have much words to say to each other… The company is just comfortable, they are the ones i feel really relaxed without having to keep talking…

Things dod not turn out the way i like to, but i have no complains… cos i was at ease… Just hope that they din feel too bored or the food not to their taste… din tell them why i cooked those dishes, but i know can liaoz…

The seafood miso soup, which i think is quite healthy, was becos of the halved shell scallops i have which i really wanted to make for them. Miso is supposing to be good for the body, so i thought it would be kinda healthy for them to consume. Then the mixed veggie dish is stir fried Portobello mushrooms with peas and carrots and plenty of onion… the twist here is to do a creamed tasting sauce, some sort of fusion style… Portobello mushroom is considered a protein, and is good for both of them cos one is going gym now and the other really need to gain some nutrients! Needless to say, the peas are actually for the colour and any veg is good fiber for body rite?! The the carrots are well know to be good for vitamin A…. which is good for eyes. The tomato omelette has the virtues of tomato and eggs… tomatoes are good for you and the eggs are also protein based with good aroma and flavour! Last but not least, under the request for plenty of meat, i whipped up a chicken bulgogi which is really spicy with a sting due to the korean pepper paste… forgot to put sugar again… sigh!

I really sucked at cooking chinese food… :P

Not to forget, there was also a simple dessert! Ice cream in stick form! Though i cannot eat, but i am glad they can! : )

Ahh… dunno if its becos of TFZ lasts album, i really feel i wanna say this out loud: I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! : )  *hugz*

Thoughts

真得很妙。。。应为一个人的一句话，我认识了三位又可爱又无理头的小妹妹们，之后更认识了一群又一群的“同道中人”，再来又认识了这些同道中人的朋友们。。。  And the cycle goes on。。。 isnt it amazing?!!

So, these trio is my fren making avenues, they are also my getaway portal… whenever i need to be distracted or refusing to be in reality, they are the ones i throw myself into… going thru their videoz, youtubes, music etc… Its really efficient!

However, looking at them make me feel emotional at times… cos i see myself wasting time when they are working so hard to treasure time and cherishing the present… what the freaking am i doing???

There is so much thoughts in my head, but i refused to blog it down… not jus becos i am not sure if i want ppl to know, but also becos once i put in words i have to acknowledge the situation and whatever that is knotted in my mind and heart.

I find myself very contradicting, all the thoughts leading from one end to another… i am just a very confused person who just live one day to another and not having anything goal or plans for this life… Planning is just like making resolutions, the common entity is the end result… it never happens.

These few days been great, at least i am starting to feel relaxed… to the extend that i really attempted to not go to work… Every morning i have a long conversation with myself, debating to go or not to go to work… which ended up as me late for work :X Living like this is horrible, 对不起父母 & 家人 & 朋友 更对不起 自己！

All these answers in my head and not manifesting in actions, what am i waiting for??? Waiting for my miracle?

忠于自己

有个朋友常常说我，说我事事太在意对或错。。。                            在每一个解定，在不一样的观点时对于错也就变得不一定了；

对的可以是错的，错的也可能是对的。。。就是在于角度的问题罢了。。。 而我又为何那么的在意，那么的执著？

但是，真的有那么的简单吗？

如果我因为要忠于自己，而不顾我周围的感受，那不是很自私吗？

- 茅盾的我，快要喘不过气得我，想放弃的我

Silly me

Did something very silly and reputation tarnishing today, refusing to go work, called in sick and re-schedule a presentation cum demo which seems like gum that its stuck on me… Its a low fruit picking, tremendously simple deal to close… so says my boss…

Inside of the office, instead of the client’s premise, i run away… i ran away to the airport…

On the way to airport, at the flying speed of over 100km/h, an impulse of leaving was overwhelming me… looking at the plane climbing its altitude, looking at it leaving, a super duper bright light bulb lit up! It suddenly dawn on me that buying and air ticket and getting on a plane to run away is a very easy thing to do!

But silly me… i still cant…

海枯石烂

這幾天你在那個城市　
天氣一定晴朗
因為你就是個太陽

有空想念我的話　
就稍信來說晚安
讓夢裡星光燦爛

別再　擔心我瘦了　
別把我寵壞
只要　你平安回來
就夠浪漫

這幾天沒有你在
當然有些平淡孤單
但我感謝這孤單

讓我更加確定你是我缺少的那一半
完成我的那一半

﹡不怕明天的世界　會變成怎樣
每天看見你笑臉　我就心安
不管外面的世界　想變成怎樣
我們還有我們的　小小天堂　
喔

我有你放在心上　
生命就有了重量
風來也不會飄盪

一起看海枯石爛
一起等地老天荒
慢慢愛　不慌不忙

我有你守在身旁
眼睛就可以勇敢
看歲月怎麼漫長

就算真海枯石爛
就算已地老天荒
還相愛　就沒遺憾
不遺憾

想.想

想想你，想想自己，
想想今天做了什么，
想想昨天是怎么過的，
還有想想未知的明天要如何度過。。。

不想度日如年，
不想逃离一天又一天，
不想過著漫無目地的日子，
我不想。。。 我真的不想!

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睡不着

不知道是那难喝的摩卡咖啡
还是自己本来就睡不着。。。
反反复复就是不肯合上双眼。。。

这一个月走来并不容易，
但也不至于走不到下一步。
我很明白，更庆幸，
这一路有上帝陪伴我。。。
帮助我。。。给我力量。。。
帮我摆平许多人于事，
让我现在还能够请得到假，
陪伴妈咪看医生。。。

当昨晚听到妹说妈咪传简讯说她很miserable，
我整个心碎了。。。真的很难过，
到现在胸口还是疼痛着。。。
无声的眼泪拦也拦不住，
连哭也不能放声的哭。。。
我真的好想跟莫人说，借个肩膀哭。。。
但我不能，不可以。。。

不能哭! 眼泪不可以流!
哭能解决问题吗？
能带走胸口上的疼痛吗?
眼泪又可以带来什么吗？

跟谁说都不好，
况且说了也帮不上，
还是免了。

上帝，
我只能靠你了。
我承认我没有全部的答案，
但我有你，你有的是答案，
有的是能力，有的是爱我的心。。。
我相信你会妥善地为我解围，
为我家人提供他们需要地，
包括我无法给的。。。
我们需要你，
我需要你！

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Hectic April and Impt 7 May 2011

Despite the busy schedule and the exasperations, i still find this entry a must… milestone must!

Hectic work schedule did not help when you realized that there is no one else at home other than yourself and yr beloved mum… switching and trying to make time to get all the work done in unfair circumstances vs a mum who is constant complaining abt her ailing body only prompted me to get all on site work done and bring the rest hm to do after cooking dinner and washing up. Frankly, i am dying…

Then the GE has to come stick one leg coming in, frankly with all the media overload, the information flooding in, all the rally with tweets and update etc… i can barely breathe… to the point i really wanna just shout at everyone to shut down and give me some quiet time to do the things i have to… and the most impt of all is the 5 yearly decision!

Its not a uncommon thing to hear young ppl still undecided on their choices even at the 11th hr… overheard from ppl drinking, overhead in the lift, overheard all the conversations ppl are having around… they are barely breathing from all the information coming down on them, despite them following the GE2011 closely in every possible means they can.

Personally, i really had to come down to what the main issues i am concern with, what do i want for myself and this land i call home. What are working and what are not? Who is really working for us, and who are for themselves? Who are the real opportunists and who are the truly respectable? I finally came down to 1 critical question, and with it i am able to arrive at my choice.

Frankly, there is no true winning or losing at the GE results, its only the beginning! True victory comes when our country does better, our lives changed for the better!

Choosing

Finally gave up on work and came hm ard 10plus 11pm... had dinner then wash up then laze ard... after feeling like its a long, i come to realized its only been 2 hrs of staring into space...

Suddenly, waves of thoughts to consider and balance, new project hijacked me on surprised, then questions asking me if i wanna go into sales... wow, i really dunno wat to think...

I think i dun wanna live my life so hectic...
I dun wan to come hm so late everyday exhausted to max...
I want to learn new things...
I want to get decently paid... decently rewarded...
I dun think i like this company...
I dunno where i am heading in this job...
I dun see a future in this...

I am tired... i really need a good quality rest!

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躲

好想 好想 逃离这里的一切
把全部掛在我肩上扁担都推掉
找个好地方躲起来！

所以旅行是势在必行！


但看来看去。。

我才发现。。。

我最想去的地方。。。

最想做的事是。。。



躲进你怀里！


Ps. I bet u dunno that u are the u...

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March 2011

我看这又紧张又害怕又难过的心情应该会一直延续下去。。。

直到到新的工作开始。。。

莫名

莫名的紧张，莫名的害怕，莫名的难过。。。 我是怎么了?

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原来傻傻的人是我

没注意到你的反应，也不知道有没有她说得那么大。。。 但听了还是挺高兴的。。。 是有一点笑到合不拢嘴。。。

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接下来的打算

终于上网申请工作了，

猎人公司也很快地联络上我，

但是他们是为新加坡科技的其中一家分公司服务；

果然，我还是逃不出STEE的手掌心！

 

原本只计划去一趟曼谷三天两夜的假期，

如果真的被那公司录取的话，

我想我也是时候实行对朋友的成诺。。。 去一趟悉尼。。。

Irreversible

最终

终于分开了...
就这样结束了...
Game over!

虽然早知道结局是这样，
但心行还是一样的...
难过。

眼睛... 热泪满眶
身体... 精疲力竭

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2PM – I Can’t

그대 올 때까지 기다릴게 Cuz I can’t forget your love

Geu-dae ol ddae-ga-ji gi-da-ril ge Cuz I can’t forget your love

눈물이 흐를 것 같아 그대 생각만 하면

Nun-mul-i heu-reul geot gat-a geu-dae saeng-gak-man ha-myeon

갈수록 깊어만 가 I can’t stop thinkin’ about your love

Gal-su-rok gip-eo-man-ga I can’t stop thinkin’ about your love

잊을 수 없을 것 같아 그대 모든 걸

Ij-eul su eobs-eul geot gat-a heu-dae mo-deun-geol

믿을 수 없을 것 같아 그대 돌아 온다면

Mid-eul su eobs-eul geot gat-a geu-dae dol-a-on-da-myeon

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do nan geu-dae ol ddae-gga-ji gi-da-ril-ge

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do gi-da-ril-ge

Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

그대 생각에 잠 못드는 밤을 지새우다

Geu-dae saeng-gak-e jam mot-deun-neun bam-eul ji-sae-u-da

흐를것 같은 눈물을 참지 못해 가끔 혼자 I cried

Heu-reul-geot gat-eun nun-mul-eul cham-ji mot-hae ga-ggeum hon-ja I cried

이 세상에 그대 밖에 없는 나였기에

I ses-ang-e geud-ae bakk-e eobs-neun na-yeot-gi-e

그대를 잃고 내게 남은 것은 아무것도 없었어

Geu-dae-reul ilh-go nae-ge nam-eun geos-eun a-mu-geot-do eobs-eoss-eo

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do nan geu-dae ol ddae-gga-ji gi-da-ril-ge

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do gi-da-ril-ge

Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

잊으려고 해 본적도 없어 내겐 가치 없는 일이라서

Ij-eu-ryeo go-hae bon-jeok-do eobs-eo nae-gen ga-chi eobs-neun il-i-ra-seo

그댈 떠올리는 일이 매일 내게는 숨 쉬는 것 만큼 소중해

Geu-dael ddeo ol-li-neun il-i mae-il nae-ge-neun sum swi-neun geot man-keum so-jung-hae

So I can’t forget your love do you know that I need your love

I need your everything I need you back

기다릴 수 있어 till you come back

Gi-da-ril su iss-eo till you come back

Come back to me

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do nan geu-dae ol ddae-gga-ji gi-da-ril-ge

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do gi-da-ril-ge

Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do nan geu-dae ol ddae-gga-ji gi-da-ril-ge

I can’t forget your love

언제까지라도 기다릴게

Eon-je-gga-ji-ra-do gi-da-ril-ge

Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you

Translation

I’ll wait you Cuz I can’t forget your love
I think the tears flow when thinking about you

Deepening toward the I can’t stop Thinkin about your love
Can’t seem to forget everything you
Can’t seem to believe that if you come back

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I sleep on the nights you
Sometimes I can’t bear to tear herself as I cried

You are not only the world
The last thing you had nothing to lose

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

Have you ever tried to forget those things because there’s value to me
Last time reminding each and every precious to me as my breathing
So I can’t forget your love do you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
Can not wait till you come back
come back to me

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just want a be with you
I just want a be with you

On my free day!

Today, 25th Feb 2011, i am on leave… i applied for leave and obtained this day of relaxed and guilt free breather day. Generally, i have only this day to get my car insurance paper work done so that the dates to my road tax dues are aligned. 5 days after, and i will be road tax problem free!

A stress-free day would also mean, i do not stress my car and definitely not stressing over the road traffic! So, technical today is also my NO-CAR Day! My dear Alfie is home resting in his best spot, and i am here leisurely waiting for my dear friend to get off work. Nothing too strenuous, just dinner and heading home together after that… maybe a spot of wine if we feel up to it.

Hmm… i do seem to be starting to appreciate time apart from work, and not turning into home/couch potato!

Thank you Jesus for such a wonderful day!

and for the month of Feb

I thought it might be good to force myself to write something here, so that i may have the words to write again as before. Not so sure if i am blocked by my lack of vocab or did i just ran out of things to say... after all, i am also a little afraid of repetition over and over and over and over and over and over again; becos i know i am capable of that, not to mention a little tendency to do tat too...

SO the month of Feb, month of the Chinese Lunar New Year, the month where everything slows down becos contractors and sub-contractors refuse to work. Unfortunately, it did not make any of us have an easier time either...

Its a love hate month, a time where i have 2 public holidays but no time to rest becos of visitations and big family reunion dinners with pretty much the same every year.

But 2011... in the midst of the "long tong bang", an tiny flame lit up... this flame is carefully protect by 2 pairs of hands who hope to bring the flame to a height where protection of a different will be needed.

DO you think we will get there?

DO you think its not feasible?

There's no harm trying, becos its a zero $ startup that does not require any capital.
We can regulate the process flow so that we do not need to come up any dollar and cents.

But we do need one thing!

ABBA ABBA,
You saw the birth of this little flickering idea, waving away in the wind. You are the good God who is all knowing and all wise, you will lead our paths and we will follow your paths that drips with goodness and abundance!

Lord, i pray that the vision for this little one will not be lost in the midst of the race. I pray ABBA you bless us and bless this little idea, we command this little idea to grow... to be fruitful and multiple!

We pray that you will bless us and bless us indeed, we pray that Lord you will extend our territories. Lord, we pray that your hand may be upon us always and keep us from harm and pain. ABBA, we pray that we will bring love and hope and not pain to ppl around us.

We give thanks and praise in the mighty and lovely name of Yahwah, AMEN!!!

Courage for loan

I guess i have yet to understand what does it mean to LIVE, what is living the cherished moment, what is being ALIVE...

There is so much to learn, and even more to put it action in our daily lives. Like i said before, i need courage, i think i need to borrow some...

Who can give me courage, who can lend me some guts, who can help me to live without being afraid of the unknown and not fear the haunting past...

 

I think i found the lender of courage, the fountain of hope...

Thank you... thank you very much...to my "Yes, i love you."

Taking covers...

In an empty fast food outlet, I chose to sit in the corner, behind him...

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2011-01-19

I am truly grateful for God's grace and favor... its most definitely His doings that I received much patience and tolerance from the people around me.

As much as people gets frustrated with me and I am with them, its simply means a time of rest is required.

And tis very moment, I am learning to rest and enjoy this rare moment of giving both God and myself a little time to ourselves.

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