I used to really hate the advert on the cable, the one that kept singing “Love life…Love yr life…” its really something that annoyed me to the core with a literal intense hatred…
And today, i sat here thinking… and thinking… and thinking… i decided that i want it back… i want to be happy, and i want to do the things i like and not be restricted by time or by what i can or cannot, what i should or should not… Stacy is right, with proper planning, anything is possible… almost anything but not everything… BUT STILL.. its ALMOST…
I want to do my reading again, i want to read both english and chinese, i want to read novels and non-fictions, no more silly thinking that with the little time i have i should spend it on something “better”.
I want to try to spill my guts again, i want to find my humor again, i want to find my perspectives again, i want to not be afraid to know what i want without fearing that i will not have a shot at it…
I want to take up ukulele without the guilt of already spend the x amount of $ on guitar lessons, i want to go to cafes and sit there and stare into space with my mind spinning stories or ideas…
I WANT TO BE ALIVE AGAIN!!!
*Not sure if its the caffeine giving me this rush of adrenaline, but i like to say … I LOVE MY VANILLA LATTE WITH CINAMMON!!! :P
And i also want to say…
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I love you.
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