Friday, June 18, 2010

selfish

It was a selfish agenda to have people depending and relying on me. All because I am not able to identify, find my purpose in life. It is a sentence worse than death! Without purpose, without a reason to live, it is the same to be as waiting for death to come. This is one thought I cannot bear, the one thought that can drive me to jump of a building any time.

Having people to need me and rely on me is wrong, not only because I am not able to help them, but I deprived them of their divine help which brings them much more than copping with their needs? How can I be so selfish that the help I gave only made things worse and to go on as nothing happened?

No comments: