你的黄舒骏。。。的歌。。。。。。

因为实在太无聊了，所以小小地搜寻了一下；只找到这一首，有常常的独白。 这歌叫 “窗”， 有两个版本;  （ 一 ）专辑：未来的街头，（ 二 ）专辑：未央歌。

 

（ 一 ）专辑：未来的街头 version：

劉力揚 - 拍寫 Lyrics 歌詞

作詞：顏璽軒 作曲：Jerry.C

雨過後的天晴 灑向了綠蔭
我們跨上機車 穿梭台北旅行
101和白雲 曖昧著親近
聽微風的聲音 指尖想彈鋼琴

聊得來的原因 你也說不清
夜色主動降臨 理智開始微醺
摩天輪很煽情 滾動著星星
你的吻不小心 把友情變愛情

誰知道未來會是怎樣的風景
原諒我貪心 讓你也無法清醒

拍寫 愛沒準備好 迎接你溫柔的擁抱
還隱隱作痛的一顆心 提醒我愛是毒藥
拍寫 我也很困擾 雖然喜歡你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心 卻什麼都得不到

漁人碼頭煙火 水面上開心
水底暗藏傷心 不想對外說明
朋友不必分手 戀人不一定
其實我很害怕 燦爛又得清醒

剛看的電影 解決很抒情
連路燈都相信 真愛總會來臨
但是我很想電影 畢竟是電影
親愛的有些事 我還不能答應

誰知道未來會是怎樣的風景
原諒我貪心 讓你也無法清醒

拍寫 愛沒準備好 迎接你溫柔的擁抱
還隱隱作痛的一顆心 提醒我愛是毒藥
拍寫 我也很困擾 雖然喜歡你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心 卻什麼都得不到

拍寫 愛還沒準備好
暫時無法來迎接你溫柔的擁抱
拍寫 我自己也很困擾
雖然很喜歡你天真燦爛的微笑

拍寫 愛沒準備好 迎接你溫柔的擁抱
還隱隱作痛的一顆心 提醒我愛是毒藥
拍寫 我也很困擾 雖然喜歡你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心 卻什麼都得不到

WOW SEH ... 梁文音...

WOW SEH!!! i din know she got try tis song?!!

STATUS

ITS COMPLICATED.

WANTED - R U in CONTROL?!!

 

I have been wanting to catch this movie for a long time, it was one of those pre-movie adverts that was shown while waiting for the actual movie to be screened in the cinema. Honest truth, the action caught my eyes, so did all the slick moves and... not forgetting Angelina Jolie. :)

Finally caught it, i think its great... the story, the humour, i really enjoyed it... not going to say more, u shld really jus go catch the show. :)

 

WANTED (Writeup: Courtesy of Cathay Movies Online)

Rating: NC16
Consumer Advice: Violence & Some Sexual Scenes
Genre: Fantasy-Thriller
Language: English with Chinese subtitles
Director: Timur Bekmambetov
Cast: Morgan Freeman, James McAvoy, Thomas Kretschmann, Terence Stamp and Angelina Jolie 

Based upon Mark Millar’s explosive graphic novel series and helmed by stunning visualist director Timur Bekmambetov—creator of the most successful Russian film franchise in history, the Night Watch series—Wanted tells the tale of one apathetic nobody’s transformation into an unparalleled enforcer of justice.  In 2008, the world will be introduced to a hero for a new generation: Wesley Gibson.

25-year-old Wes (James McAvoy) was the most disaffected, cube-dwelling drone the planet had ever known.  His boss chewed him out hourly, his girlfriend ignored him routinely and his life plodded on interminably.  Everyone was certain this disengaged slacker would amount to nothing.  There was little else for Wes to do but wile away the days and die in his slow, clock-punching rut.

Until he met a woman named Fox (Angelina Jolie).

After his estranged father is murdered, the deadly sexy Fox recruits Wes into the Fraternity, a secret society that trains Wes to avenge his dad’s death by unlocking his dormant powers.  As she teaches him how to develop lightning-quick reflexes and phenomenal agility, Wes discovers this team lives by an ancient, unbreakable code: carry out the death orders given by fate itself.

With wickedly brilliant tutors—including the Fraternity’s enigmatic leader, Sloan (Morgan Freeman)—Wes grows to enjoy all the strength he ever wanted.  But, slowly, he begins to realize there is more to his dangerous associates than meets the eye.  And as he wavers between newfound heroism and vengeance, Wes will come to learn what no one could ever teach him: he alone controls his destiny

陪你等天亮

 

BEST FRENS

 

What's Yr blood type???

Its Sunday!

Ok.... its sunday now.... i shall stop being cranky... stop being difficult... stop worrying... even if its killing me.

Sleepless

Its been a pretty long time since i cant get to sleep... Usually on a bz schedule these days, i shld be sound asleep by 9pm or at least 11pm bah... But now i am sick from tossing and turning in bed...

Its either the coffee, or you or my work lor..... why i backside itchy... not i regret but i really put myself in a difficult situation... sigh... then work suddenly pop up in my mind... wat a fantastic human system.... automatic work popup in mind when confronted with something you are at loss in wat to do....

Ah.... headache... argh.................................................

 

 

 

 

I cant sleep!!! I cant breathe!!! ARGH!!! ALL UR FAULT!!!!

There is hope for this world!

I realli got to correct myself... the usual humorous me was too straight and actually took what she said seriously...

i met up with my fren finally, i promptly contacted my fren to meet up so as to pass her the belated red packet. When we finally met, the first thing she actually said was: "So lunch coffee???" i was caught off guard but these words but thank God i din "HUH" out loud.

I had to turn her down as i was with my family, who were already upset for waiting for me as i attending church service and them shopping.

But i am happy... happy that it wasnt like the previous post!

The not so good + the good = i think i am fine now day

 

The not so good:

My fren who eagerly wanted to meet me up after work recently, give me a surprise... she suddenly hi me and ask me to meet her on the same evening... to catch up... so she said...

I happily told my fren how touched i was to hear her remembering wat a "wet time" i had at her wedding luncheon.... (i'll save that story for the time being...)

Then i realised tdy tat she merely wanted to get the red packet which i din manage to pass to her on tat wedding luncheon... (i already say i tell u that story another time...)

i am sad... very  very very sad... not becos she hurt my feelings, but becos ..... yah she hurt my feelings... i'm a jelyfishy k, i'm FRAGILE!

 

The good:

I sent 2 postcards to 2 of my frens form Sydney, becos i know they were sort of in their lull times rite now... and one of them "feedback" to me that she was thrilled and she tear-ed (流泪) as she told me how she cried when she saw the postcard. Cos she realized that i had her on my heart even as i went awy for holiday. Thus, she brought it everywhere with her, showing it off to her colleagues and frens.... i'm really speechless... But it made my day becos it made her day betta.

(I'm gonna mail her a towel next time!)

 

Well, it out of my system now... for good... for every 1 smile or even the sound of it, it erases the sadness out of my memories...

For memories that i cannot erase, i jus leave them aside... there is nothing i can do abt now, maybe it will resolve later when the time comes... though it may hurt more then.

Innovative delivery method

A family in the Southern Province of China, were puzzled when the coffin of their dead grandmother arrived from the States. It was sent by one of the daughters. The dead body was so tightly squeezed inside the coffin, with no space left in it! When they opened the lid, they found a letter on top; which read as follows:

Dear Cousins, I am sending Ah-ma body to you since it was her wish that she should be cremated in the compound of our ancestral home in Tung Shin. Sorry, I could not come along as all of my paid leaves are consumed. You will find inside the coffin, under Ah-ma's body, 12 cans of Yohmeitsu, 10 packets of Swiss chocolates and packets of Chinatown Lap Cheong.

Please divide these among all of you. On Ah-ma's feet you will find a new pair of Nike Air shoes (size 10) for Ah boy. Also, there are 2 pairs of shoes for Ah Mei's and Ah Lien's sons. Hope the sizes are correct.

Ah-ma is wearing 6 CK T-Shirts. The large size is for Ah Bak and the others are for my nephews. Just distribute them among yourselves. The 2 new Armani Jeans that Ah-ma is wearing are for the boys.

The Rolex watch that Lee Ah Bai wanted is on Ahma's left wrist. Kiasu Aunty Pei Pei , Ahma is wearing the Tiffany necklace, earrings and ring that you asked for. Please take them. The 6 white Polo cotton socks that Ah ma is wearing must be divided among my teenage cousins.

Let me know what else you need as Ah Kong also not feeling well nowadays. I can send all required things when our Ah Kong goes back too...

Sydney Vacation Day 03 ~ last day

 

Well, tot i'll drop the conventional way of blogging down my days where i could "breathe"... the fishy is losing her "jely"; so jus a summarizing post for the rest of the trip.... which is.... WOAH! a whopping 7 days!!!

Eeks! i din realize tat man!... Sounds long lah, but it felt like it was a moment ago...

Let's see wat i can use from my diary...

 

Sydney Vacation Day 03: 16th June 2008, Monday

MONDAY was COTTON ON day, my dear travelling mate finally got round to spending some Oz dollars.

Then next was to head 4 Chinatown, but decided to stop 4 late lunch @ Naughty Chef 4 my fav noodles called PHO...

Din really noe wher 2 go, so Darling Harbour we went. Walked really far, really really really far.... Then saw someone tat looked like May Phua in e visitors center.

After e short rest, finally saw e harbour & a one legged bird... Steady looking despite its handicap.

Alittle torn abt goin 2 e Wildlife "Park", really wanted 2 go in... But still cannot tahan those reppies!

Nothing much 2 do, fren was bored... Poor gal, i've gt no clue how 2 make her day... I'm simply 2 boring a person 4 her *sigh*

Hunter Valley here we come!

Tmw will be a BETTER DAY!

 

Sydney Vacation Day 04: 17th June 2008, Tuesday

Wakey wakey, rise & shine!

The bus waits 4 no man... Off we go 2 catch e 8.15am bus (may I remind u tat its 6.15am in Sg hrs)

2 grumpies boards e bus in e most grumpy manner possible... in silence. It lasted till arrival @ e HV day tour meeting pt. The bloody brilliant me 4got e vouchers, but they let us go along anyway... We had 2 fork out extra cash 4 lunch :(  as I 4got our paperwork aka lunch vouchers.

A fab crowd of 7 was our day tour, with visitations to 4 wineries, and a cheese place. Tasting was catered by all e wineries we visited. My trusty travel mate & myself were intoxicated!!! And i do mean literately.

Loved e grp: Shelley was really nice, David was frenly, Bryan was REALLY entertaining (and boy did he really ENTERTAINED our dear teacher), Louise & Alex were calm & contained... Lastly, there was US! We had FUN :)

Alittle "argh" tat we din opt 2 stay one nite ther, but its still great fun. :)

 

Sydney Vacation Day 05: 18th June 2008, Wednesday

Finally e day... Our day one for Bienale Sydney 2008... Finally a day with OBJECTIVE! OH YEAH! Can't help but b excited ^_^

Armed with a heavy breakfast of fruit & walnut bread with sides of cheese fruit stew, big bowl of cereals, an tomato spinach & mint omelette and ending it all w a homebrewed latte... Compliments of e Number 71 B&B :)

Its off 2 MCA-Museum of Contemporary Arts! Some of e stuffs r quite interesting, but I only rem a few...

1. Argentina artist's work in 1962 or 1965; He "nailed" a christ like figure onto a US fighter plane... How sarcastic!

2. A photo was displayed w 2 glasses, both had same amount of water, interesting thing was e water lvl were slanting in opposite directions. He did it by spinning e table w glasses of water. Quite ingenious I must say.

3. ''I CAN'T WORK LIKE THIS!" An installation w dented nails on e wall, plenty of nails on e ND w an opened toolbox & hammer. Cool.

4. Foam pipes pumps out tubes, crafted in shape-like syringes. Artist wanted 2 show authorial pressured environment. Something tat's alive, e foam pumps works in cycles ... As would a water fountain. Can look @ tis 4 long time.

5. Film works; Started w themes on joyous celebrations of crowning royalty, w scenes from many diff movies, then assassination of e monarch figure. Then e word REVOLUTION is splated over e screen.Themes of shock, fear and panic... Ending w despair. Interesting & abit funny. But question remains, if revolution's ending is w despair, not as joyous in e monarchy beginning, wat gd is revolution?

6. Horse hung high... alot to say but now dunno how to put in words....

7. Shapes in contours cut out into 3d, hanging in e air... dunno how to effectively describe but it was the shadows of these installations that caught my eyes instead.

8. Installation w a long pole, one end hangs industrial spot light & e other w a fan. Its left 2 spin or move in any manner it wants... Exploration of air & light as an art medium; 2 ends in parallel, as moon would 2 a planet.

Etc... Etc... Etc...

 

Sydney Vacation Day 06: 19th June 2008, Thursday

No gd, no gd... E nitemare has barely gone by and morning came too quickly. The mention of wine not only irks me, but scares me... The episodes tat follows are e terrible smell and e worst gastric ever.

Cockatoo Island was the obvious choice when e Manly Ferry was not included in our 1 wk transport pass.

Saw some more art works, but did not catch all.

But a certain stranger did caught our attention, and many others too. She was alone and alittle too friendly, but not to us. Her behaviour led my mind to many thoughts... i'm a meow, of cos i'm curious why she like tat and wat made her ticked the way she did and etc.... not much conclusion though, but the impression of her stayed with me... i'll blog on if i arrive at any conclusion @ all in the near future of 5-10yrs.... *grin*

Then its finally the last performance @ SOH 2 view was titled " Just becos everything is different doesn't mean everything has changed " It was really one of e highlights of tis trip. We approach e performance w no clue, except w e writeup from website. We were glad 2 find tat it was a standup comedy act by a man claiming tat he is Bruce Lenny, which we find it suspicious as he look alittle too young 2 be the man he claimed 2b.

It was a well spent evening!

 

Sydney Vacation Day 07: 20th June 2008, Friday

Something wrong with my travelling fren tdy, dunno why she say she dun wan breakfast... maybe tired, but it disturbed me.

When dwn for breakfast, asked for scrambled eggs under ystd recommendations... quite shiok! Bacon & scrambled eggs is a heavenly combination, esp when the bacon is SO BIG & CRISPY... and i appreciate it when our nice breakfast lady boss does nice presentation for the foodie.

We went to UNSW to make enquiries on admission and pre-requisition for their course, and etc etc etc... grab some brochures and head for Gallery of NSW for more Bienale viewing!

The place is huge, as before, interesting stuffs came up and very soon there was ART OVERLOAD! The light and interesting start point were the chalk drawings on the gallery walls and as i went in, there were marker drawings on glass windows at a corner. These drawings were abt current affairs, on how the artist  see things on various topics. Simple and humorous, very easy to understand... as if u were reading a comic stripe.

Another work that came across with a deep impression is a super dark room, where a short film was showed with super woofer sound accompaniment. When we entered, was pitch dark, and i cant even see the five fingers of my hand when i had it stretched before me. It was scary, ppl bumping into ppl and everyone stepping on each other. We decided to sit down and stay put, jus to see wat is up... finally it all came to light... It was a video showing someone diving into water... all the mysterious and curious tots dropped to "WOW LAU!" for me... kekekeke i no arty mah... cannot make simpler and less scary meh....

Then it was the ZOHAN nite, a comedy we been eyeing to watch, hoping to experience the Sydney cinema viewing. The place is ok, but my travelling mate says we complained alot, the moment we enter we complain le... gt alot meh? hmm.....

Anyway, she found the movie ok only... i guess disappointed was more the word for her? I found the movie to be very "qin qie", and i did enjoyed it thoroughly. My guess is probably i can identify with the movie.... maybe bah...

 

Sydney Vacation Day 08: 21st June 2008, Saturday

Lady Boss was not kidding man! She say change bed, i tot she wanna change bedsheet again or she forget she also had it change the day before... But she really wanna CHANGE BED for us. *faint*

Time for lunchie with teacher, this time is 2 TNS teacher and a ex TNS student luncheon. The last time round the poor teacher was famished while waiting for us, this time we resolute not to let her go hungry. Nice hot Chinese lunch of Porridge, tempura styled calamari, claypot beancurd and dough fritters! Hot meals are my fav in winter times!

Then we parted with her to go Newtown! Its a place strongly recommended by Lady Boss. It was an area with shophouses rather than shopping centers, many shops to buy from and many cafes & eateries. Spotted a small place gathered with ppl, found a bunch of young ppl making artworks out of cardboards with signs asking for donations. How appropriate it was to have this scene under a full wall painting with words "I HAVE A DREAM". This scene invoked flood gates of tots for both of us i guess...

Paddington's Max Brenner was a disappointment, wat i had seen previously was alot more awwwwwwwwwwwww-ing; sorry to see my fren go "huh ah...ok lor"

Sydney Vacation Day 09: 22nd June 2008, Sunday aka LAST DAY

Day started with shopping @ shop nearby while waiting for teacher, then continued with shopping @ Bondi Market @ Bondi Beach. Saw a stall selling his art pieces, they are really very nice to putting up in homes. But he declined my request to take pics of it for nicole to see... She did ask me 2 buy such paintings for her hse if i saw any. Darn! i shld have asked hw much, if affordable i shld have bought for her! ARGH!

In celebration or rather making ourselves feel better that we were due to leave in hours, we treated ourselves to a bottle of nice champagne and a full rack pork ribs. Yummy... Our table is 3 Asians share a full rack, the other table is each non-Asian a serving of half rack ribs!

Finally, our last stop for shopping... MAMBO! My dear fren gone crazy when she saw the sale price tags... all the AUD$5 and AUD$10 made her lose her mind... it unleashed the green hulk monster in her... no she does not need anger mgmt like the movie, she is jus too repressed from her shopping. And it can no longer be contained on the last day. *GRIN*

Then we went back late, and the called cab went away. Thank God for a prayer answering God, else dunno where to find cab man!

 

We're all sad to leave for airport and board the plane home. This was, for me, just a trip to get away and breathe... but some more happened...... and it stirred the waters for re-structuring.

Sydney Day 02

In the land of legendary seafood world, how can i not have a SEAFOOD LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fresh Oysters YUM!!!
Cheese baked lobster was great!!
and MORE MORE MORE ...
All i can say is FABULOUS LUNCH!!!!

Food pretty much occupied all my impression of the day until someone commented that i was on retail therapy....

Erm... i am not lah, i jus felt like spending money and getting something i feel justifiable for mah....

Let try to recall wat i bought...
Nice winter boots, new wind proof and cozy jacket... with a nice big hood, sports like pants where i can zip it into bermudas, a pair of shades with red frame, cocoa butter with peppermint lip balm.... think thats abt it....

Sydney Vacation Day 01

It happened again, just before holiday fall sick...
Had to see a doc on the day of departure for syd...

Then we flew... it was A380... i was kinda disappointed after all the big huha... it seems pretty much the same as the other new aircraft... its nice but not something tat fab... its a norm nice... bleah....

With all the necessary clothings, we were well protected from the cold... all until our carelessness when we took a nap in our nice lovely B&B accomo..... We were all cold and frozen after an hr's nap.... ah! Oh yah.... the B&B really nice... very cozy, its actually the same feeling i had when i was in UK the last time round...

I strongly B&B for any vacations in UK, Aussie, Taiwan etc... cos these places are more popuplar with such accomo and are fairly safe. This B&B i'm in is called Number 71, and its really a wow wow wow place when u first step in and a even more wow @ their breakfast! We shld have something like tat in Sg...

Someone said......

 

Someone said: " Dun envy others becos of wat u see or hear, becos you have not heard the other side of the story where they suffered or toiled."

But i say tis now:" Dun envy others, u too can have the desires of your heart too."

改正

 

顽皮

顽皮 顽皮 顽皮 顽皮 顽皮 顽皮

顽皮 顽皮 顽皮 顽皮 顽皮 顽皮

 

GRIN

Drinking Party

I was invited to a drinking chalet by colleagues, which i agreed readily. Well, i haven't really been out with my colleagues before, cos i usually work alone and am away @ my customers' places more than in my own office. But i guess i still have a handful of ppl there whom i do call them my frens.

This is the first time in the many years since we know each other that i ever wished her Happy Birthday, and the first time i took notice of when her DOB was... to commemorate this i set out to get her a gift. Surprising, i knew wat i wanted to get for her. And it was great to know that she loved wat i bought. ^_^ hahaha...

Now, the main point.... DRINKING PARTY...... alcohol is one medium that can break ice very easily. Especially, when everyone is tipsy...

*grin*

Indian Poker mixtures of Martell (40%), XO(40%), Johnny Walker, Beer, Chinese liquor(56% & 60%), plenty of good red wine, etc... really brought  moment of joy for all.

This is a not bad drinking crowd, will definitely join them again if can make it.

Interesting creations

Thinking Meow

i think i am too free,
i think i complain too much,
i think i lost interest in my work,
i think i am too bored,
i think i am restless,
i think i am sick of my life,
i think i want something new,
i think i want something different,
i think i want to move,
i think i want to leave and be free,
i think i want to stop i think...

Two goats

 

Once upon a time, there were 2 goats. They both were vexed with work and sorely disappointed in their environment. They decided to take a break and go out enjoy for the day.

Goat 1 passed all the decision making to Goat 2, while Goat 2 tried to sound and make the decisions based on Goat 1. And they went round the merry go round for 15-30mins; tired from going in circles, they slumped heavily onto public resting benches. After several minutes, they finally went for coffee and cheese cake...... only to find Gloria Jean's New York cheese cake to failed in their assessment.

With food in the tummy, things began to take a turn for the better, they started to shop, and bought stuffs..... They shopped, and shopped, and shopped and shopped. They finally stop when they noticed the stores had their gate grills half way down. It was only then they realized they had not taken any dinner. *chuckle*

When they finally sit down for dinner, they were amazed at the time their watches and mobiles showed... 2307hrs.

With a filled tummy and handfuls of spoils from shopping, Goat 2 felt happy. Looking at Goat 2 smiling, Goat 1 felt happy; Cos at the end of the day, at least one of them made it to happy land.

Four seasons come and went,
jus as the sun fades into the dusk,
and return at dawn...

Day after day, as ordinary as it is,
it went by without anyone noticing the incremental changes.

Finally one day, someone points out the differences of the yesters to now,
then we realize the evident changes before the eyes had slipped by us,
under our nose, rite infront of our eyes.

When that day comes, will we still be on the same path that we were on as before?
When that day comes, will we even know where is the path?
When that day comes, will we know why we are on that path;
Or why we are not on any path?

Are you nearing your goal?

I'm not,
cause... i dun even have one.

Sick Meow

Staying hm for a straight 5 days was something i nv would have tot possible,
until i was hijacked by Mister Sick.

He hit me with sever flu and inflammation of tonsils,
when the 2 combined, the outcome was me being under some sort of house arrest.

All sick, no going out... nt even able to go anywhere,
even if i could, each time i came home with a higher body temp...
Panadols seems to be my best frens for those moments.

Nothing to do, all bored to death, feeling sucky was already bad enuff;
The worst part was the comp died,
nvm that the internet connection thingy was some sort of a dial up,
cos i could still access the net for as little as i can.

But with the comp down with its own flu, it was like the end of the world.
Tried turning to my psp, ended up with worse headache
cos screen too small for long hrs playing and too bright.
Tried to turn to my PDA, but realized i did not update the mp3 songs...

*CRY*

Now, i am feeling better SO i am still fixing my sick comp,
i hope it gets better soon, else i'm going crazy le....

Alternatively, i'm toying the idea of getting another lappy...
tis time for myself!

Like tat no need to beg my sis to borrow the one i bought for her...
argh..........................................................

IT FAIR!!! WAIT FOR ME!!! I COMING!!!

DNA

Someone told me over a wine session that human beings have a DNA in them,
which is called "CORRECTIVE ARCHIVES"; what it scope is to record the things we have done and store it somewhere within us. If we were to use that skill frequently, it would be stored into our human "RAM", if not it would be stored in our human "HDD". And the longer the skill is left untouched, it gets archived to somewhere somewhere somewhere in the brain of ours...

I believe u all heard this before rite?

Well, to me, the interesting portion is that this also applies to the mistakes and the lessons that we've encountered thru the "experiences". She told me that each time i learn from my mistakes, the same process flow will take place and i shldnt worry abt walking back to the older paths, the vicious cycle paths. If i shld ever be worried abt this, it would be if we have learnt from the mistake. If we have not learnt from the mistake, the mistake will re-occur; simply becos we have not resolve the mistake before. Without learning from mistakes, how can u expect success upon encountering the same diffculty again?

This is exciting... i love learning new things everyday...

Now i got more things to learn... make sure i learn from my sala(s) properly...


*** WOW LIEW!!!! i said salas not salsa lah!***

BOXES RETURNED!

My boxes finally came back after it sailed from one end of the globe
and back to the sunny island of Sg.
Not that the stuffs in the 2 boxes are expensive,
i am jus overjoyed to see it.

The arrival of the boxes would mean that ALL my stuffs
that i cant bear to part are now here
in my hse sharing a big part of my room.

Many of u noe that i dun pack my room,
and i dun like to pack my room...

Cos to really tidy up, it would mean i have to start removing things
>>> aka throw things away.

And under such circumstances, i performed a minor tidying up...
it came naturally and immediately...
i was surprised...

My conclusion is = i really value these things enuff to make room for them.

That applioes to many things in life too;
we make time, effort and room for things we deemed more valueable.

To be crude, we make judgement on everything everyday;
from to what we buy,
to what we want to do,
who to spend time with.

We buy something becos we perceived
that the value of the certain item to be greater than the dollar note in our hands.

We participate in some activity or a certain company becos we perceived
that it would be better for ourselves to be involve,
resulting in good for our body, mental mind, emotions or even our careers & relationships.

Erm... that also applies to ppl whom we are not crazy of,
but take it from the other side of the coin;
they esteemed you to be of value enough to want to stay in contact,
to want to have a closer frenship.

I dread contacts from ppl who looks you up when they have a sales product,
not becos i would have to part my money,
but becos i feel they are interested in getting to know my $ than me.
It hurts the ego u noe....

But i will bear in mind now that,
still the case, i am of value to them,
i take it as i am using this opportunity to take part in their lives;
especially in their career/wealth building.

^_^

Take life easy... cheers!

Power of focus

Interestingly... i found out that i can focus and i am damn aggressive abt it. Its so scary that a total different me came out when i did the swing log... i'm surprised!

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不明白

高不定自己的人 要怎么去帮别人？
你们到底明不明白？

你们看到的
未必是真的，
未必是对的。

可能是假象，
可能是误解，
更可能是错误的!!!

SAMSUNG & I

Got a new samsung mobile, and many said that it was cool and sleek...
I was overjoyed to hear that!

Loved the phone, though it had no games in it and the pics are super duper small to view...
All these nvm... the only thing tat bothered me now is it refuses to make frens with its bluetooth brother... both samsung why cannot get along ley???

Then another weird thing lor... we just found that out one of my frens cannot rx ANY sms from me, be it a newly created msg or replying to her sms... ALL SHE NO RX!!! *faint* This strange new sympton is not only observed in this new samsung F200, also with my pda mobile... so we conclude that its the SERVICE PROVIDER!!! But hor, i realized that i can sms and reply to everyone else but her... how to go ask starhub ley???

Such strange thing happen to me... SO LUCKY LEH!!!
U all think i shld go buy 4D or toto ley???

In 2007

I LEARNT ..................

• to make non-baked cheesecake.
• that going to God for help should not be my last resort, but my FIRST resort.
• to do both left and right hand driving.
• to cook anything and everything in curry.
• that there are more things i can accomplish than i think i can.
• to like winter.
• to speak a little bit of Hebrew.
• that i looked too much into the past.
• to acknowledge my helplessness, to myself and the ppl ard me.
• to play psp.
• to be even more suspicious to ppl i do not know.
• that i dun like to take cab in Sg; especially with the 35% peak charge and 20cents jump every x distance...
• why my frens like to leave their slide-able mobiles slided-out most of the time.
• that my super english primary sch mate, now speaks fluent mandarin.
• that not all that looks the same are still the same.
• that things of yesterday will not be the same, not for tdy or tmw.
• that your cannots is not definite; cannots can change to can.
• that distractions and worries are big obstacles to realizing one's dreams.
• my memory really not tat good......
• etc.........

Gifts & Talents

Tink i have been asking this question for the tens of thousands times...
what is my gift / talent?!!

Frankly, i still dunno... cos i dun even know wat strengths i have. However, there is one thing i do noe, and that is, others usually are better at identifying yr gift than u are able to.

Some say, a gift / talent is something you do without much effort or hardship, yet u reap great results or results tat are above wat others may reap.

But i havent had much of such discovery yet... Have you???

God said ......

What Birth mths say abt me...

Mth of June:

1. Thinks far with vision. - I like tat!~
2. Easily influenced by kindness. - Aww.... realli???
3. Polite and soft-spoken. - ROWL..... SURE ANOT?!!
4. Having ideas. - Now dun have leh....
5. Sensitive. - *Sniff sniff*
6. Active mind. - That explains my insomia!
7. Hesitating, tends to delay. - Err.. i reserve the rights to protest.
8. Choosy and always wants the best. - Aiya, who wants the worst???
9. Temperamental. - No comments.
10. Funny and humorous. - Thats wat ppl always say lah...
11. Loves to joke. - i am jus afraid of awkwardness only ah...
12. Good debating skills. - Oh realli? why i dun feel like i got win my frens ley?
13. Talkative. - Ok lar... got more talkactive ppl ard ok...
14. Daydreamer. - God says dream big, cos he is going to fulfill them for me!
15. Friendly. - " Hi... I'm nice...."
16. Knows how to make friends. - "Hi... my name is friendly, and i love to joke..."
17. Able to show character. - "Ok... tell me wat chinese character u wan me to write? Too chim i dunno hor..."
18. Easily hurt. - Who doesnt?!!! i'm made of flesh and blood k...
19. Prone to getting colds. - WHERE GOT?!!!
20. Loves to dress up. - DUN THINK SO LOR
21. Easily bored. - I'm gulity of tat!
22. Fussy. - Got meh....???
23. Seldom shows emotions. - I'm not robot leh...
24. Takes time to recover when hurt. - FEI HUA!!! WHO DOESNT???!!!
25. Brand conscious. - Yah... conscious that its not branded...
26. Executive. - Tis one too chim... dunno wat it mean by like tat leh... u explain gib me???
27. Stubborn. - Weiiiiiiii...... its call firm ok...

二零零七

我的二零零七 ：

一年的新开始，
一年的新新尝试

一整年的经历，
一整年的感受，
一整年 的 一整年

还来不及看清楚，
还来不及消化，
还来不及想想，
还来不及来不及。。。

自己有没有学到什么？
自己有没有浪费时间？
自己有没有更糟？
自己有没有更好？
自己有没有进步？

Long time no SEE @@

Tdy, i arranged to meet up frens from my beloved primary sch days; There were suppose to be 6 of us, of which there's one which i hadnt seen for at least 10 yrs. Thanks to FaceBook i found her!!!

But then got 2 fly my kite and aeroplane... i abit upset, but then think think it was also kinda good that they couldnt make it. In short, we all enjoyed ourselves tremandously!

And i also rem why Estee is my best fren i will only rem that when i see... strange but true! Cos b4 i met her, i was telling my another there was something i dun understand... But then i think i do when i see her...

Ya lah... i jus like to talk abt my tis fren, but then cos i too long out of her life i also dunno wat to say abt her, so i grumble lor....

Ps. so if i grumble abt u hor, means i really like u, just tat i cant think of anything to say abt u at that moment only.... KEKEKEKEKEKEKE

Lastly, all i have to say is .....
" MISS STEPHANIE SIEW!!! IF U HAPPEN TO SEE TIS PLS CONTACT ME! U'RE THE ONLY ONE LEFT MIA FROM THE 7 DWARF PIC CLUB!!!"

My bros are jewish!

当我想念你们时， 就会放你们送我的光碟。。。

虽然，我最多听懂一句半句， 但感觉是温暖的， 亲切的。。。
因为它让我想起了你们， 也想起为什么这光碟后的意义。

在你们那儿的时间并不常，平日的相处也没有什么特别，但你们真的就像我第二个家庭般的感觉；你们都像是我亲爱的哥哥们， 陪我嬉闹，逗我开心，耐心地教导我，放心地给我空间与自由，让我尝试是着用自己的方式来完成工作。

谢谢你们！

虽然，心里有这些话要对你们说，但却在你们来电时频频不出声。。。对此心存抱歉，因为我实在不会用言语来表达自己。应为你们在我生命中留下了爱的脚印，我永远都会把你们记在心上的！

I SEE GRACE

Lyrics: I SEE GRACE

Jesus my help
I call on Your name
I cast my cares on You
Jesus my hope
my tower of strength
my faith is found in You

[Bridge]
I see You pierced wounded for me
when I look to the cross I see

[chorus]
I see grace
sealed by Your sacrifice

I see love reaching for me
Precious blood,washes and sanctifies

Healing flows
setting me free

I see grace Bearer of sin
Afflicted and tried

You paid Redemption's price
Bearing my curse

You set me on high
Your death has brought me life

** From NCC - Karen Lim

Good Frenz vs Bad Company

Yesterday my fren told me she learnt something from the telly, its some show on "Lun Yu"... And it goes like tis...

There are 3 types of good frens and 3 types of undesireable companions;

The 3 Goods:
1. Honest frens
2. Forgiving frens
3. Knowledgable frens ( more applicable in days where there is no multimedia)

The 3 undesireables:
1. Bad tempered frens
2.Indecisive frens
3. ( The show got cut in half, 3rd point will be shown next week....)

I think think think... i seems to be in the undesirable frens section leh....
HOW????!!!

Travelling 2007

From the Oct of 2006, the travelling kicked off with a transit in Frankfurt... This particular assignment brought me experiences which i nv had in the last 27 yrs of my life. From then, i have been to Germany, Israel, Jordan, Greece, and my most recent is to Beijing.

Germany - Frankfurt, Munich, Fuss en, Cologne
Israel - Jerusalem, Tel Aviv, Eilat, Tiberias, Golan
Jordan - Petra
Greece - Rhodes Island
China - Beijing

The travelling companions for each of these trips were some wat different, though most of the trips were with my hsemate, cos we were buddies... ^_^

All the fun and play has certainly got to my head, now i really have got to settle my heart down, settle my mind down and settle myself down... settle down to back where the work gets done, back to where i left off wilfully.........


Time to get my mind working, my focus on the right thing... GAMBATEH!

Back...

Finally back... Standing on the soil of Singapore seems like waking up from a long sleep... The choice i made has come to pass and have completed. Cant help but feel that things cannot stay the same forever, there must be improvement after been away for so long... The must be some good fruits to share from the learning experiences in the past 1 year.

Home is still the same, everything looks the same,
ppl are still the same... food is definitely still the same....
SAME SAME DELICIOUS!!!

But the feeling is different.

I'm going to have a spot of fun, since now i am back...
Going to give a belated present to someone, something that i was told not to give... not a good idea... But i guess i am feeling adventurous, i'm going to give it anyway, if there is nothing it would simply be a momento... a very significant one. ^ _ ^

We shall see..........

Let's stick to the plan

Very soon i would be back in my lovely land call home,
and alot of things still to come to mind...

Nope, its not so much of all the memories here,
but rather something awkward.

Said something, set a challenge
and the dateline had passed, but i m still not in Sg land yet.
After a year had passed, i cant help but wonder if the "challenge" is still valid???
Or forgotten, or no need for it any more cos too late le???

I really dunno wat to wonder,
but i think i'm going to jus go ahead with wat is planned...

Let's still to this plan...

Heads up

Strange as it is... I'm not sure why i'm not asleep,
There's work tmw, and no... I'm not coming home just yet...
I just finish tape-ing my 2 boxes of misc,
they are suppose to head for the postal office and then finally to home in Sg.

Sure enuff, JOY IS written al over my face...
Thats wat everyone is saying here...
But i do feel some strange tingling,
its a i dun wanna leave feeling plus i wanna go home feeling...
Its like when yr tongue tells u the food taste salty, but then again it says its bland...
it doesnt make sense...

ho ho ho ho ho ho

muahahahahah
muahahahahah
muahahahahah

wuhoo~~~~
wuhoo~~~~
wuhoo~~~~

yeah!!!!
yeah!!!!
yeah!!!!

SG betta than Germany???

Think the both of us are really homesick,
we just wanna really get home quick...
So much so that we are no longer having that enthu spirit abt touring germany,
all we wanna do is to just touch germany and feel that we made full use of the chance when we stopover there.

The world is not very big, but yet there are many places which i have not been,
which i have not seen or experienced. And i know we may not have the chance to come back here, not stopover in germany, we shld be taking my colleagues advise to re-consider and stay in germany longer than 3 days.

Think she finally gave up, cos think she can feel our depression from disappointment that is topped off with homesickness bah...

Joyce Jie... THanks alot!!! Think if not for you we wont get any date at all...
LUBBU YOU AH!!!

Pricks

Alot of alittle things been hovering over my head,
clouding my mind and tightened my chest;
Unbearable feelings haunt me once again...

Taking a step out of myself, and looking at me
things does look alot more clearer.

Like now, i shld be doing my wkly rpt,
get it over and done with,
but i rather watch 5 eps of a HK drama,
and determine to continue with blogging...

I have decided... rpt tmw then do.

This is my lousy way of escape, of unwinding......

Survey

What do u think are the must haves in a cafe menu???

Leave comments on wat u think oki?

Thanks!

Ps. Dun put must have drinks / desserts / snacks... I need something more specific, like dish names... ^_^

In shock... in fright...

Had a minor car accident today,
why minor???
Cos no one was hurt,
and the 2 cars all seems to be "damaged-less"...

Its was my fault,
i was going too fast, and i tot the front guy was going to dash across the red light,
but he din, and so i couldnt brake in time...
It was a loud bang...

It was my mistaken on the estimation for braking,
cos there were 6 ppl in my car... including me...
The car was heavy, and i was too wild...

My first mishap and my only mishap,
THANK GOD that both our cars are ok,
THANK GOD that the guy was gracious enough to let me off when he saw his car was ok...
(Though i think it as the number of ppl who came out of my car that startled him...)
THANK GOD no one was hurt... except me still alittle shock and off sorts...

When everyone left, i finally told my hsemate how shaken i was,
and as excepted he gave me a good talking to...
I deserved it...
I am realli too wild on driving,
and the need for speed was going overboard.

From tdy forth,;
- no more speeding & no more going fasted than 120km/h
- no more dashing across red lights
- no more cutting expressways like ssss
- no more braking with me swerving to left or right; shld it hit the vehicle infront... just hit it.

I am realli shaken... by the bang,
but mainly by how much control i lost over myself in aggressive driving.
OH GOD!!! HELP ME!!!

22 ........

Wu~~~ Hooo~~~

吴嘉龙 = 很帅！！！

Consequences of a lousy day

Now that i'm feeling betta from the discomforts of the body,
i cant help but sit down and sigh...

How did i get to this?!!

I am really upset at this whole mess,
and i do more or less feel a tint of regret at my impulse to send out the email,
that was burning with volcano temperature.
And i also know i cant retract nor make any apologies for tat email,
cos it would only make them feel dignified abt doing the same thing to me again.

The whole thing sucked,
i been enduring the whole bloody situation for a whole damn year,
and seeing the end to this attachment nearing,
why cant i hold down myself and
keep the last ounce of professionalism;
writing a civilized email instead of the content which i sent out stating how upset i am and how they are demeaning me...

What a big joke huh...
maybe there is no professionalism in me...
Maybe yet again its all my fault...
I'm just incompetent, incapable, not reliable and not trustworthy;
And all that i do is for good of me and only me...

Ya, maybe tats it...

I am sick of all these...
To think all these things get to me,
and stand between the work i like and the once upon time ppl i liked...
Yar.. i forgot, it was once upon a time,
cos they all resigned.

I told myself time and time again,
since i am so unhappy i can leave when the bond finishes,
jus simply do my own thing, dun need to be so committed...
No one bothers anyway...

Maybe the education i rxed was too good...
they manged to drum into me that while i am still in the company,
i shld still do my best and all i can to fulfill every duty and requirement that is expected to me...
I must be dreaming that i can just smoke everyone out in this last 14 mths of bond,
and just wash hands and leave.

This realli sucked...

Not to mentioned the amt of apologies i made on their behalf...
and all the "entertainment" i will be doing to rectify the crack with the other party
maybe i shld tell them how much trouble they cause to the other party,
lest the they think i am jus making trouble?

Nah... wats the point... u think they believe???

I AM SICK OF APOLOGIZING FOR MISTAKE OF OTHERS,
AND YET THEY FELT POINT AT ME SAYING ITS MY FAULT!
!##$^$%$#@$@*&&%@#$@!#$@#@%@%@!%!@%@%@@!$

烂

被电话叫醒，
头痛得像脑浆不停地在头骨里撞来撞去，
好久没发作的老毛病也出现了，
手抖得像老人家一样，
。。。

接了电话， 下了一跳，有点像被骂。。。
害我。。。 ￥#￥#·%￥—……￥#%……￥#%#·！

Now i am doing the aftermath work...
U say after medication for head,
can drink beer and tong whole nite?

I crossing my fingers...

华语， 华语， 华语

因为眼看回家的日子指日可待，
所以兴起想看看自己的华文退步了多少。。。

近期在这的家庭小组都是以华语来进行的，
因为小组组长的妈妈也在，
为了要让他参与，
我们以最大努力以华语进行。。。
就再这时， 我猜发现自己的华文真的有点差。

是该连连自己的母语了！！！

昨日与今日

在圣经里，我们会读到犹太人有一个重大的日子叫 Yom Kippur.
英文的意识是 Day of Atonement.
在全年里这一天对他们来说是最神圣，最严肃的。
它的主要题材是补偿和悔悟为罪孽反对上帝和同路人。

这一天他们会进行一个25小时的斋戒于祷告，
并且进行一系列的礼拜式。
同时任何人也不能工作，运用任何电器。
至今， 他们还在遵守这等等的“不可以”；
所以也没有广播或电视，没有公共交通，连机场也是闭合的。

可是时间的催促一把这一切的意义渐渐地淡忘了；

我们巧遇一对年轻犹太情侣，

他们自叹虽然没一样条例和礼拜都还保留着，

但诸多年轻人已忘了这一天的意义。。。

我想我们华人也一样吧，

我们这一代也是一样。。。

过年过节的意义就是一家团聚，

无论大家在哪里工作，或工作有多忙

都应该把工作放下， 回家团圆。

可是， 现在方不下工作的人越来越多；

即使放下工作，有的也是往外跑， 和朋友玩得较多。

我们人类到底是进步了还是退步了？

我们是保留了传统还是保留了传统的形式呢？

吉他

这是我房间的沙发，

平常就是坐在那儿看着墙练吉他的。

而这是我唯一的观众。。。

真是辛苦了它的耳朵了

Meal #8 of 101 - My Breakfast

平常不吃早餐的我竟然改性了！

不但一定要吃早餐，

现在还要把早餐弄得美美的

。。。应该是看太多TOP CHEF了

*grin*

Meal #7 of #101

The make-do Singapore Laksa!

My hsemate's Laksa...

no "liao" so use ang mo dumplings....

My Laksa - Bean Sprouts, spagetti noodles,
diced and satueed chicken breast meat and ang mo dumplings...

Meal #6 of #101

Cheese Fondue Meal

Cheese Fondue in its designated pot.

Chicken franks, sauteed mushrooms,
pasta and some carrot & cucumber stix.

Abit of white wine - Emerald Reisling,

for the pot and for our throats.

Breadstix in a Singtel mug... kekeke

Pieces of raw fish seasoned with olive oil, salt and pepper...

suppose to toast in oven first then can dip into the cheese.

Makan Time!

Pasta topped with sauteed mushrooms,

and the cheese fondue over it!

Trees... trees... and more trees!!!

Underwater Palace - Eilat Underwater Observatory

Just came back from a wonderful holiday, well i din think it was that fantastic, until i think back on the last few days while i was there...

One advantage of working overseas, is that you'll get more chances of travelling ard, and this time i took the opportunity ti drive to Eilat. Its was a long awaited trip, and i was determine to go there.


I opt to drive down to Eilat, and it was somewhere abt a 5hrs drive. It wasnt as tiring as i tot it would, considering the fact that i only had 3hrs of sleep before i set off at 6-7am. The only thing i really felt was the ache in my outstretched arm position to the steering wheel. It was really cool to sped off in the expressway, and through the desert at a speed u can never do in Sg. ^_^ Can u imagine my excitement and delight?!! IT WAS ADRENALINE PUMPING MAN!!!!


Then of cos there are the mountainy, winding round and round roads where big drops of perspiration roll down my cheeks with breath holding moments... The height was definitely disturbing, the round turns were even more disturbing and with the fantastic view of edges where nothing but a yellow line holds definitely did not help to calm my heart down to peace. But i thank God that i made it, all glory to God for the safe and sound reaching to the bottom of the crater... i think there is hope for me to overcome this fear of driving mountaineering roads... :P


When we got to our destination, it was abt 12-1pm... we checked into the youth hostel which is a fraction of the cost of staying a hotel... its really ALOT cheaper lor... but then the comfort and luxury level of cos is heaven and earth lah... But then its still decent in the youth hostel, after all i am still youth.... *grin*


First stop was the Underwater Observatory of Eilat, its one of the coolest place in Eilate... realli... u got to believe it, there is plenty of shade and aircon if u need them... kakakaka... Let me intro the sections one by one k... There was the Oceanerium, where u get to see a short video of the underwater world introduction to the Red Sea. Its a short short 30mins clips, with the seats moving vigorously... and my oh my its really a seat belting show.


Then there was the turtle pool, and the turtles were realli huge!!!! I seen turtles b4 lah, but not tat big lor... I think its as big as my "hamster" fren lor, its scary and its definitely not very polite, cos it kept splashing water when i walked by... and the water kana me lor... but he is too big to be calculative with... hee...


There is also the Sharks pool... big sharks, with stingrays and big fishes which i dunno wat are they... but they are big and maybe ferocious, else i dunno how they survive with the sharks in the same pool rite?


There's also the rare fish section, which i think its a little scary... cos the entrance is dark dark de, then they hang all the dried versions of the sharks, hammerhead sharks, and their jaws, and stingrays and etc.... GROSS LOR!!! Inside is also dark dark de... eerie and creepy, feel like my most feared creature may appear any time... so stressful... But the fishes inside were very pretty and some which i had not seen before. They come in all shapes and sizes and colors as well... one tourist was so engross in looking at the fish that he hit his head against the takn glass... hahahahaha so funny... he was in pain and the gf/wife was giggling at him, and of cos so was i... laffing uncontrollably on the inside... internal injuries... There was the funny type of sea horse with something that looks like the thing i dun like... and i stumbled a few steps back... scary...


Next is the fabulous coral section, the corals are v v v v v v v colorful!!! with some good selections of fishes inside. The combination is really good, and i really dun mind jus sitting inside there and jus looking at the fish and corals for hrs...

And the next stop another fantastic must do, the tower of the observatory! The tower has a underwater section where u can see the underwater world of the red sea, i believe its an enclosed area... else i dunno why the fishes will come so near the glass... i noe i am not that attractive to fishes.... Its a beautiful place!

And the most interesting thing is, there is a mailbox inside this underwater area. The sign says that if we were to post cards or mails from there, there will be a special stamp logo of the observatory on the article. The silly me, run all the way back to the entrance area to get postcards and happy happy come back write... with the closing time closing on me... i think i thrashed the cards... :( When i am done, i realized that i am left with only 2 stamps... !#%#^#%$#@! So in the end i only send out 2 from there... As for the rest, i only post it at the city center...


Best part is... i was writing this post card to my mum, and suddenly... I CANNOT RECALL MY HM ADDRESS!!! i panicked man! i really panicked... *slap forehead*...Nice postcard, with colorful fish for my mama, and then thrashed by my cancellations of address everywhere on the behind... sigh.............


However, there is still one thing i dun get it and i really am annoyed with the place... They have this tupid special exhibit call THE AMAZON... WOW BIANG!!! Fishy fishy place why have reptile exhibits?!!! LIVE ONE SOME MORE!!! WOW BIANG!!! WOW KAOZ!!! WOW LAU!!! Reptiles for wat?!!?!?!?! make me so stressed out the whole day.... i totally give that WHOLE area a miss lor.... The authorities shld really reconsider man, RED SEA and reptiles of Amazon got no relations lor... dun try to bluff me k... i studee little little i also not they NOT related lor... sigh.... buay tahan!


ahhh!!! so long le ah... ok ok ok i give u all a break... i continue i my next post hao le... ^_^

Keeping a secret

I have been marked and tagged as one who cant keep secrets,
one who cant contain herself and burst out sharing the good news she has,
even its not confirmed... Overly optimistic...

But then, i dun think i am overly optimistic lor
cos i place my trust in God,
God has the final say... ALWAYS!!!

I really dun care wat ppl say,
cos as it would in the army,
the one with highest rank counts!!!

Now i understand why i was told
" i am ready...... "

I SAY AMEN!!!

If you havent seen the last post,
then u beta backtrack and see it before reading this...

My reply to that last post is ...

I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!
I SAY AMEN!

Say... say... say...

God the Son says, “It is finished!”

God the Father says, “It is done!”

What do you say?

Drama

久违了的温度
不可能会再有
还会想念多久
还会怀念多久

Meal #5 of 101

One dish meal

Simply cooked the egg noodles in boiling hot water,

with salt and little bit of oil.

Stir fried some chicken fillets with mixed veggies with thickened sauce,

pour over the egg noodles.

Then for some greens;

dunked some greens in boil water with salt and oil

And place them in the plate.

VOILA~!!!

Meal #4 of 101

Entree

Decided to try making something new,

got some smoked salmon and salmon roe from the supermarket and bread stix.

A thing layer os egg omelette with a bit of cream cheese with chives,

then a layer of smoked salmon and abit more cream cheese with chives,

and the final layer of salmon roe over it.

The idea was to take the entire triangluar thingie and wrapped the breadstix,

like a skewer to usher into your mouth.

But it was an idea only,

my taster say this combo nt bad.

^_^

Main Dish

Cant rem if the entree with the same day with this,

but wat the heck...

This is a pan fried fish fillet seasoned with salt and pepper,

the side is a stir fried leek with cubed carrots.

There is also the mixed veggie steamed rice,

which i forgot to take pic.

Healthy meal i must say,

but my taster say portion too little,

abit nt enuff...

Then and now

I looked back and saw

I no longer have what i had before

BUT

i have now what i hadnt had before

......

I did lose alot of things over the years,

silently everything slipped thru my finger tips

But i realized tdy that not all the losses were worth recouping

I also realized with the losses,

i gained new things...

i dunno if these new things are good or bad,

BUT all is not LOSS.

STARTING OVER ... ...

Ps. Thats alot of i and buts huh...