Home Sweet Home

TOday is the 15th July 2005, its a friday, and for the locals here its their first day of the weekend where they can turn from part-time party to FULL TIME party. Trust me, when they party, they really mean biz ... The party doesnt starts till 12midnite every nite other than Sat and they would not have any tots on ending at 3am or 4am, but rather its all the way till 6am onwards. I have already gotten use to the racket thats going on for the past 1 mth, even when i awake at 4am. The only time when i find peace and quiet is when Mr Sun sends his rays thru the side painting-like window of my room, and onto my face. The gentle warm sun never fails to wake me up, its jus a matter of time depending on my tolerance for that morning... *GRIN*

Oh yah, got out of point again... As i was saying, today is the 15th July 2005, its the date that is printed on my return ticket to home. I'm going home ppl, HOME! I called my mum yesterday and i told her:" Mummy.... Mummy.... Mummy.... See ya the day after tmw oki? Cos i'm coming HOME to you!" And as i checked out of my hotel room, just 20mins ago, the nice lady ask me how i was today and all i could say was "I'm GOING HOME!" I could feel my tear glands at work, but they din succeed.

Then on the way here, the traffic lights seems to take longer than usual to turn green for the pedestrians... In abit to avoid direct suntanning of my eyes, i did a 180 degrees turn, and the BIG BIG BIG nice blue sea greeted me. And i said to the sea, "GOOdbye, i'm going to miss you fren." The BIG BIG BIG nice blue sea seems to understand me, and in return, a huge wave came crashing onto the breakwaters, the wave that splashed abt formed something like a BIG HAND waving back at me. Well, you might not believe it but it did happen and i did see that. I've always been quite fond of the sea; Its so dangerous and unpredictable, yet its can be gentle and soothing. Its something I love and yet I are afraid of. For years i had refused to go to the beach or swim in the sea, all thanks to the movie JAWS... But now i have gotten to know this beautiful and amzaing creation of GOD, and i love it.

Okis... after typing so much, my internet prepaid credit still has a balance of 3hrs and 20mins. Great, and i only have abt an hr before i have to head back to the hotel and grab my luggage and flee to the airport. I'm going to miss this place; i did not left behind 1 mth of my life here but rather, it had marked a milestone in my life. Being alone out here isnt all that bad, at least for someone like me. I made new frens out of my associates and each new day i am greeted with a smile from my reflection in the mirror. Times does tend to get a little lonely, but i can get by it.

Life in the past mth has not been extraordinary, but i can truely call it "Living a life".

GoodBye Txx XXiX.